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There's no one else I really care about.
Maybe that's why you're lonely?
There's no one else I really care about.
too true dale,iwould hate to be someone else,you deserve a pat on the back for being in the same job for that length of time,34 years is some going.I adore being me. I find myself infinitely fascinating. There's no one I'd rather be with than myself. There's no one else I really care about.
No. It's nothing to do with me, bun bun. I have to accept that I'm one of those people that others don't take to. I may as well do as I choose. In fact, I have a duty to do as I choose.
I'm not ugly. Im cute.It must be a little disconcerting at the moment if you're a 'person of colour' White people expect you to be loveable and cuddly. Not a bad bone in your body. No nuance of character, no negative emotions. Just adorable 'people of colour'. There's no democracy if the only freedom you're allowed is the freedom to be a good person. You're allowed to be as ugly as us.
The money you pay in taxes isn't ringfenced for your own personal use at a later date. It's not an insurance policy, you moron. Whatever tax you've paid would've been spent on the NHS, the education system, policing etc, probably around the same time as you paid it. You're a workshy c_nt and a drain on the public purse. You think it's perfectly acceptable to just take additional paid holidays so you can go enjoy yourself, getting pissed and hanging out with your friends in the park; all at the same time that the welfare state is screaming out for adequate funding.So I'm accused of squandering 'taxpayers money' because I'm feeling ill again. I've worked for 34 years. I'm a taxpayer. I've paid enough in tax over the years to see me through this illness and pay for it too. I owe noone anything.
Perhaps he was just bored sh_tless listening to your incessant whining. Who could blame him?I was upset with Stream today. I didn't particularly want him to sit with me,but I made the effort. Then he bumped into people who he knew, and wanted to talk to more than me and excused himself. 'rejection is one thing but rejection from a fool is cruel'
Question for you...The money you pay in taxes isn't ringfenced for your own personal use at a later date. It's not an insurance policy, you moron. Whatever tax you've paid would've been spent on the NHS, the education system, policing etc, probably around the same time as you paid it. You're a workshy c_nt and a drain on the public purse. You think it's perfectly acceptable to just take additional paid holidays so you can go enjoy yourself, getting pissed and hanging out with your friends in the park; all at the same time that the welfare state is screaming out for adequate funding.
You repeatedly talk about your alcoholism and your other mental health problems, but you do nothing to try to overcome these things. You've posted multiple times about having stopped taking your prescribed medication, and yet here you are again, clamouring for sympathy and approval. You're in your 50s, for f_ck's sake.
Millions of people in the UK alone have mental health problems. I'm one of them. We don't all use them as an excuse for having other people carry us; we don't seek attention endlessly as though we're somehow special, and we certainly don't pretend to be unfit for work so we can go and get wasted with our mates. He's a self-pitying, shiftless c_nt.Question for you...
Would you be vile and horrid to a kid in a wheelchair,
Or pick a fight with people on a cancer ward...
No you probably wouldn’t...
So why do you think it’s acceptable to be vile and horrid to someone with ongoing mental health problem?
Yes Dale has an illness...
Obviously, for you, it is easier to "stay away" from work, otherwise you'd get up out of your bed in the morning and get your arse into work. As for having social anxiety, you're exactly the same as innumerable other people. And, on the question of whether you should be "rewarded for working 'above and beyond'", you already are being rewarded. It's called a pay-cheque. You're more than halfway through your life. Maybe make an effort to overcome your mental health problems and stop f_cking whining.Don't you think I'd be in work every day if I found it easy? Do you think it's any easier staying away? It's only a job. It's a wage. It's 37 hours out of my week. I'm not workshy. Well we know that because I've worked for 34 years. Believe it or not, I have serious social anxiety. I go through very real trauma. Rather than being penalised, I should have deem rewarded for working 'above and beyond'. I apologise to no one. I've done damn well considering my limitations.
Come let me give you a hug, you daft goose. You'll be fine.I have serious mental problems that have gone unchecked for a long time. I don't act daft, and I manage to conduct myself, for the main part, in a reasonable fashion. I am very mentally ill, though. I hide it with drink. Getting drunk in an ironic way, hides the very real madness I feel I'm going through.
Not too shy, however, to head down to the park to see your friends and get drunk, though, eh?I know what I go through. No27. I'm definitely not work shy. Just incredibly unbelievably shy. I always have been. I'm more shy than I'd ever care to admit. Why would I want to avoid work? It shouldn't be terribly hard to do. It brings in money. Why don't you think I'd be wanting to partake?
I think you are doing really well. You say that you are painfully shy. I wonder if you might be on the autistic spectrum?No one's ever seen me when I'm shaking from head to toes. I was picked on for being gay, at school. I'm angry because I'm trying to cling to a job that I've tried to do to the best of my ability and I've never had anyone I can go home to to comfort me at the end of the day. I find it hard having to go to meetings at work because I was picked on at school for being effeminate. How am I supposed to try to explain this to my manager who is 23 years old and looking for promotion? Where do I begin?
Never take anti depressants. Not if they make you feel the way I did. Never, ever trust your Doctor if he prescribes Prozac. It's the worse thing I ever took. It makes you feel paranoid. It saps your energy. It nearly cost me my job because I became so apathetic. I'm only now coming off the tablets. Never, ever feel you need to take tabkets to cope with this mad world. You'll do it on your own. I don't care how forlorn you may feel. Take it from me. Never succumb to medication. You're worth more than that and it doesn't help you. In my experience it made me feel so much worse. Life should never have you prescribing to medication. Drink if you must. It's not nearly half as bad as what the pills did to me. Never, ever let the doctor tell you to take medication. It doesn't work.
DaleI'm very definitely on the side of not taking medication when you feel depressed. Don't even take counselling. It's best to wait for it to pass. I've tried medication and counselling and neither works. You could try telling yourself that you won't be here long. It's not too long to wait. I know non of us asked to be here and it can seem you're waiting an inordinate amount of time.... But it does pass. Try to be strong. You're not the only one feeling this way. We've all felt the same. We've all been there. We know how you feel.
I agree with you about antidepressants and other psychiatric medications. Antipsychotic medication is actually stronger than antidepressants. I disagree with you about drinking alcohol though as it can be a problem for some people and there are alcoholics. Alcohol is very expensive. Alcohol can affect the liver and heart. Alcohol is actually a *depressant* it can be very dangerous to mix alcohol with antidepressants. I choose not to drink alcohol I don't like it. Sometimes at church in some churches they have real red wine at Communion the Lord's Supper. I don't like smoking cigarettes either.Never take anti depressants. Not if they make you feel the way I did. Never, ever trust your Doctor if he prescribes Prozac. It's the worse thing I ever took. It makes you feel paranoid. It saps your energy. It nearly cost me my job because I became so apathetic. I'm only now coming off the tablets. Never, ever feel you need to take tabkets to cope with this mad world. You'll do it on your own. I don't care how forlorn you may feel. Take it from me. Never succumb to medication. You're worth more than that and it doesn't help you. In my experience it made me feel so much worse. Life should never have you prescribing to medication. Drink if you must. It's not nearly half as bad as what the pills did to me. Never, ever let the doctor tell you to take medication. It doesn't work.
We all feel the same as you. No matter how forlorn you may feel, take solace in the fact we've all felt the same. You're not on your own. We've all felt as lonely as you do now. You're not on you're own.
You lack empathy. I don't know if that is something that can be overcome.Obviously, for you, it is easier to "stay away" from work, otherwise you'd get up out of your bed in the morning and get your arse into work. As for having social anxiety, you're exactly the same as innumerable other people. And, on the question of whether you should be "rewarded for working 'above and beyond'", you already are being rewarded. It's called a pay-cheque. You're more than halfway through your life. Maybe make an effort to overcome your mental health problems and stop f_cking whining.
im back on antipsychotic injection in 45 minutesI agree with you about antidepressants and other psychiatric medications. Antipsychotic medication is actually stronger than antidepressants. I disagree with you about drinking alcohol though as it can be a problem for some people and there are alcoholics. Alcohol is very expensive. Alcohol can affect the liver and heart. Alcohol is actually a *depressant* it can be very dangerous to mix alcohol with antidepressants. I choose not to drink alcohol I don't like it. Sometimes at church in some churches they have real red wine at Communion the Lord's Supper. I don't like smoking cigarettes either.