Puddle
Banned
is everyone on vacation? i just got back yesterday from Detroit/Chicago. Seems boring here...well i guess life in general has been somewhat boring lately, so it could just be me.
Hey, so i found out the woman of my dreams (ehh, at least she was two summers ago) is recently single. though it seems like that 'thing' i at first was attracted to is not there now (thus i wouldn't pursuit her), it nevertheless for some reason feels good to know she's single. Granted I'm selfish and wish everyone to be single as long as I am. i only bring it up because she was the last one to grab my attention ...a very long two years ago. I'm not pathetic, it's the people I encounter who are--that's the problem. And there have been plenty of people - - - .
Perhaps that 'thing' is still there in her and it's i who have changed. and i know i have, just haven't figured out how it affects the important aspects of my life--now and tomorrow.
Or perhaps i don't want to figure out. Well that's no help, I'm rambling.
Hey, so i found out the woman of my dreams (ehh, at least she was two summers ago) is recently single. though it seems like that 'thing' i at first was attracted to is not there now (thus i wouldn't pursuit her), it nevertheless for some reason feels good to know she's single. Granted I'm selfish and wish everyone to be single as long as I am. i only bring it up because she was the last one to grab my attention ...a very long two years ago. I'm not pathetic, it's the people I encounter who are--that's the problem. And there have been plenty of people - - - .
Perhaps that 'thing' is still there in her and it's i who have changed. and i know i have, just haven't figured out how it affects the important aspects of my life--now and tomorrow.
Or perhaps i don't want to figure out. Well that's no help, I'm rambling.