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elizabeth-mary
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Hello, Not to sound extremely pitiful or desparate but, I just feel like the post person did above. I am going to be 26 in October. I was engaged for 4 years once. But, I denied to attach our marriage b/c, of the abuse I was dealing with. I feel as though many nights & weekends (those especially) that I am destined to walk this planet alone or with my extremely (non-confomist style/group of family, I am 1 of 7) large for the nineties family. I am glad that I am blessed with a supportive family though, to put up with having me there. I wish that "Someone, somewhere, Alma Matters In Time....." would occur. I have tried, literally EVERYTHING to "seek" someone who would be the ideal mate for me. I have tried: Clubs, bars, personal ads in the paper & on the internet, dating lines, friends who are "matchmakers", blind dates, singles groups (both including religion & hobbies) & chat rooms. Please, don't feel "sorry" for me anyone out here. I think that this is an actual "lesson" I am supposed to be taught, to be independent & not rely on anyone. I just wish that I could "Go to that Xmas dance 1 day, with a partner & not look like a fool". T/c to all of the singles who are "destined" out here!