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Cuddling around the fire, discussing the future and chillin. A simple pleasure makes my heart sing.
Went for a lovely sunset walk around the cathedral just now and decided to come back into my block of flats through the back garden. You have to go down a little side street, down an alleyway then through a gate to get in and I met the sweetest little kitty who insisted on walking me all the way from the corner of the side street to the gate then pushed her face up against the bars when I had to shut it. Made my night.
I 'm sitting here watching television...I can't believe how much pain I lived in. For years. And I pretended I wasn't in pain and it was BROKEN. I'm so happy I want to cry, I can imagine taking long walks now or going on hikes, I'd do those things and 1/3 way in I'd say "Ohhhh I'm out of shape." But I was in agony holding my head down and unbalancing my whole body, now I sit here and feel nothing, I'm not on pain pills at the moment. Then the herniated disc sped things up and caused more pain, but now? Nothing. Surgery is a miracle when you get the right surgeon, I'm going to make him the best cutout ever.
I'm watching these men smash balls with their head and want to say, "Maybe don't do that, it's so much better to not be broken!"
I have a few theories as to how I broke my neck.
1. An old auto accident.
2. I once fell off a horse.
3. I once went to a chiropractor that jerked me too hard.
4. Physical altercations with a monster
5. I fell off a motorcycle once.
Who knows. Looking FORWARD now, it feels so good. This is a life changer.
Good for you, CG.
If you ever have a minute and you're so inclined, I'd be interested to know how you went about finding/evaluating "the right surgeon".
He was the first person who described my symptoms to me to a tee instead of telling me what I was feeling to fit his description of what he knew how to treat. "I bet it hurts here...and here...and when you do this it feels like this?" Bingo. Incredibly specific.
3. I once went to a chiropractor that jerked me too hard.
My friend who went through two miscarriages posted a pic of a baby today. Her baby. She kept it a secret for nine months because the hardest part is the condolences, but this little guy held on til the end. I'm so happy for her.
Which begs the question when you will spawn a monster?
Which begs the question when you will spawn a monster?
We never say aloud the things that we say in our prayers
'Cause no one cares.... xx