Re: Tendersdeal
I've long watched this message board, in secret, secrelty watching and waiting for my moment to post. I don't have a lot of interesting Smiths news and I don't have any news on Morrissey's solo career (except for the news I gave the world about the Early Burglary Years which I found out about alot earlier than most people...
So then Kimsdeal comes along and I have to post, because I think I know how she feels and here's a fan I can really connect to. I think that Morrissey fans have a lot of anger inside sometimes (I know I do!) and I think that's what draws us to his compassion, near and dear always soothing us. Who would think everyday is like sunday except a person who is really mad all the time? It happens all of the sudden too. I'm an investment banker and I keep confusing one of my clients with my father's phone number on the caller ID. I hate my father, so I pick up the phone really aggressively and I just about shout in it everytime, but then I hear this client's little voice on the other end (or sometimes it's this client's kids). And their voice grows smaller and smaller until I can't hear it at all. But it helps me calm down.
I thank Morrissey that I get to meet people like you Kimsdeal and when I write my last message to the world, I'll be sure to give you an adequate greeting. I love what you've written over the past five days and I hope you can forgive me for not coming sooner. Believe me: I'm here now. 8D