You did no such thing. You sent no email like that at all, and you know it.
Yes that did piss me off. I didn't mind her knowing, but knowing before me...I felt slighted by you. I felt like your partner, as it were, and she telling me rather than you was like finding out from your neighbor that some guy was f***ing your wife after you left for work.
It wasn't "jealousy" exactly. I was hurt.
I then sent you the paranoia rant and rave letter because I was really pissed and things -as you presented them to me- did not add up. Later I looked at that letter and thought "no, I'm being paranoid." But then I though about it some more...and I thought, "well, he is the kind to stab one in the back." Then, concurrently, NHNS stopped having ANYTHING to do with me at all..f.or no discernible reason on my end...which I saw your hand in, despite me telling you repeatedly that I had no interest in her. I mean she's a cool chick but she lives in CALIFORNIA. YOU were the one taking a prurient interest in her. Not me. And you vocalized on SEVERAL occasions your annoyance that she had an interest in me...even though it's the f***ing INTERNET! How much of an interest could she have! I'm a 35 year old man in Indiana. I'm sure NHNS is a bit more grounded than you give her credit for. My understanding was that she enjoyed us both...as friends. But that wasn't good enough for you. You had to be front and center.
Seeing as how UP TO THAT POINT she had been effusively nice to me, regularly PMing me, engaging in emails, all that stuff...I found it VERY ODD that after that one night in chat she stopped saying anything to me at all. I was OK with that, but what hurt me is that I felt -and still feel- you pulled a Viva Hate cockblock...talking shit, forwarding private letters, etc. I don't know but you did/said SOMETHING. And I hate cockblock types. They are sad.
I busted you out about the CG boobs because I started to feel you were a threat to good people who have no desire to hurt you. The night you sent me that pic I stood up ardently for CG.
Please, please...own up to what you did. Stop lying and stop spinning things and stop playing people against eachother.