Dreams Ill never see

[Bologna]

A large part of my adolescence was spent having fantasies about him. We would meet around midnight and talk for hours. He gave me good advice. I could cry on his shoulder, he would hold me in his arms.
At the time it was SO Real.

A shrink told me years later it was real and my spirit or soul or what have you was astral travelling. I never knew if i ought to beleive her or not.

Has anyone else experienced something similar? I could just be a freak, my usual resignation.

 

[polar]

>your fantasies sound wonderful! everything that you perceive to be real is( in most cases ). fantasies are dreams in definition right?
don't try to find a meaning in them, they a blissful like a sunrise, and you cannot possibly find a meanning to it

A large part of my adolescence was spent having fantasies about¿ him. We would meet around midnight and talk for hours. He gave¿ me good advice. I could cry on his shoulder, he would hold me in¿ his arms.¿ At the time it was SO Real.¿ A shrink told me years later it was real and my spirit or soul¿ or what have you was astral travelling. I never knew if i ought¿ to beleive her or not.¿ Has anyone else experienced something similar? I could just be a¿ freak, my usual resignation.

 

[tainted angel]

> don't try to find a meaning in them, they a blissful like a¿ sunrise, and you cannot possibly find a meanning to it¿ A large part of my adolescence was spent having fantasies about

 

[tainted angel]

in the very darkest time of my life ...I felt him..surrounding me...
Im sure this was my own self made savior but none the less I do
believe that he felt the agony and tasted the tears. Arent we all
just a little bit less alone?

 

[my gorgeous boyfriend]

"Tried living in the real world, instead of a shell, but before I began, I was BORED before I even began"