CrystalGeezer
My secret's my enzyme.
I am a big girl. But not so big I can't ride a roller coaster or break chairs or anything. So the last few months I've been losing about a pound a week, 25 total since my neck surgery where I weighed in at 245.
But as the pounds drop and I need to cinch my belt more, I'm starting to wonder when to stop, because I like being curvy, I'm not offended or embarrassed by it other than at certain angles and only after watching anorexic pornography.
I look normal enough. I feel comfortable in my body. My doctor tells me I'm healthy, all my numbers are normal other than BMI, he says I'm "Fit Fat."
A lot of my weight's in my ass and tits, but maybe it's not such a bad thing I have a badunkabutt. I'd rather look luscious then Auschwitz Chic.
So as my friends and family cheer me on to lose weight, I'm thinking about eating more pizza. Is that wrong? To want to be soft and squishy?
But as the pounds drop and I need to cinch my belt more, I'm starting to wonder when to stop, because I like being curvy, I'm not offended or embarrassed by it other than at certain angles and only after watching anorexic pornography.
I look normal enough. I feel comfortable in my body. My doctor tells me I'm healthy, all my numbers are normal other than BMI, he says I'm "Fit Fat."
A lot of my weight's in my ass and tits, but maybe it's not such a bad thing I have a badunkabutt. I'd rather look luscious then Auschwitz Chic.
So as my friends and family cheer me on to lose weight, I'm thinking about eating more pizza. Is that wrong? To want to be soft and squishy?