JacquesTheLad (3569)

JacquesTheLad
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I'm not the man you think I am...I am a poor freezingly cold soul...I have just discovered that prudence never pays. Now, we must wait for the right time
Tuesday October 30, 01

This one goes out to the one(s) I love...

11:53 AM

In particular, Hand in Glove and Tibby. Take it away fellas...

Both of you seem to have similar problems, and I really feel for both of you. I can't imagine what it would be like to have that kind of feeling. It makes me very humble, especially when I consider my girl problems to be so important. I sometimes get depressed, but not to the types of extreme symptoms that you two seem to be getting.

Whenever I'm depressed, I just clog everything up. I stare into that nothingness that I've talked about before (sometimes to the mirror next to my bed, simply staring at that for like an hour non-stop), and my brain is simply emptied of all the good thoughts that should be there. I have a pretty good life - I can't complain, maybe I'm a bit too geeky for my liking but apart from that... - and so my problems must be so very trivial compared to yours.

Both of you are two very special people. I care heaps for both of you.

Anyway, nothing really to report today I don't think. Apart from me being goalie for hockey in PE, and coming out against the girls' team. Wearing big pink goalie pads and trying to run is an extremely complex skill. I haven't quite mastered it yet. Oh well. These things take time...



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