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Thursday February 23, 06

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11:25 AM

The last three journal entries of mine must not be too inviting, as they have received no comments. Do I mind? Well yes. I guess it makes me feel a little lonely--like a castaway blogger on an island to herself.

I have been very cranky lately. I hate when I feel bitchy for no good reason at all. It is as if some monster in me has complete control over my moods. I hate that I am even fearing--regretting what I just wrote--because I know it will be used as a weapon by some nitwit troll here at solo. But, I always told myself that if I have to monitor what I write--be fake--then why write a journal at all?!

I miss Laini, Premtin at the door, mail at tenish, BMS...

I am having odd dreams lately... mostly about being incompetent.

Tibby, I think I know what your question is. If it is what I am guessing, then I don't feel it has to be a matter of all or nothing. There can be a middle ground. You don't have to be one or the other. At this late age of mine, I have come to believe there is a gray area.

Hand in Glove, where are you? It has been ages since you have written in your journal.

Well, that's all for now.

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  • Well you must be doing something right ;) - though Wilde would have disagreed. The only thing worse than being talked about? Well . . .

    You are not a castaway, we are always here, reading and absorbing, even if you can't tell. Just sometimes, though it must be nice to be able to. Sometimes, your entries are so calming and self-suffient that they breathe silence - which one now realises, can come across as far colder than words could. But we are here. And by no means just 'showing my face' (though only if you don't mind my asking, for I could quite understand if you did) in what ways are you incompetent in your dreams? I'm very rarely competent in mine.

    Poppycocteau -- Thursday February 23 2006, @01:29PM (#199731)
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    We are ugly but we have the music
  • Hey Jehne, sorry I haven't been on the net for a while. My life has been an emotional rollercoaster of late and I am not getting the chance to do much at all. Sounds like all is new and exciting at home for you!.
    LizzieCat -- Thursday February 23 2006, @07:16PM (#199822)
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    • Re:Hello! by realitybites (Score:1) Thursday February 23 2006, @10:12PM
      • Re:Hello! by LizzieCat (Score:1) Friday February 24 2006, @04:15PM
        • Re:Hello! by realitybites (Score:1) Friday February 24 2006, @04:53PM
  • I think your right.I mostly feel like I`m somewhere in the middle.


    tibby -- Saturday February 25 2006, @10:10AM (#200188)
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    ~I am a poor freezingly cold soul so far from where I intended to go ~I love Morrissey

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