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Thursday November 18, 10

It's now or never

10:03 AM

oh, let's face it. As far as this gal is concerned, it's just...never.

I'm not being very optimistic today, am I? There's no reason for me to feel this way as I actually have a lot going on, and I've never felt better. I guess, though, that when one has suffered through years of horrible bouts of dark depression, it is hard to grasp the "all roses and sunshine" concept!

Am I being a wee bit overly dramatic? Some would say, "most definitely, Hig!", and some may say a simple, "uh, yeah...", but there are a few who would totally agree and understand where I am coming from.

Life does get better with age, but then I'm afraid to talk too much about happiness because I'm scared it'll leave me all too soon, and I'll end up being a hollow shell of a person again. And that's just too risky. I never want to feel that way again. I'd rather die.

So, on with the day, the month, the year!

I hope Morrissey tours in 2011. I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to rush to the stage now that I've got a messed up ankle. Maybe he'll play more seated venues than general admission...Here's hoping, anyway.

                                                                                                       



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