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"I like persons better than principles, and I like persons with no principles better than anything else in the world."-O.Wilde***"What she said was sad, but then all the rejection she's had- to pretend to be happy could only be idiocy..."***And the constant question- am I really that unloveable?***"Jesus made me, so Jesus save me from pitty, sympathy, and people discussing me..."***If you ever come across a blonde haired girl with large blue eyes looking at nothing and seeing everything- then you've found me. The martini will be mine and I will most probably be......alone
Tuesday October 18, 05
I am trying my best to accomplish all of the things that I am tied and obligated to.
I don't know if I can.
Not that I care too much. It's just that it bothers me that these petty worries creep into my mind when I'm not paying attention.
*sigh* and just yesterday I said that it was all ok.
But you know what? Fine. Fuck em. Let other people have to worry about the tedious things for a bit.
I'm not pleasing anyone.
Maybe not even myself.
Which, is ia sign that I should throw everything out and start over.