MozGirl18 (2483)

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"I like persons better than principles, and I like persons with no principles better than anything else in the world."-O.Wilde***"What she said was sad, but then all the rejection she's had- to pretend to be happy could only be idiocy..."***And the constant question- am I really that unloveable?***"Jesus made me, so Jesus save me from pitty, sympathy, and people discussing me..."***If you ever come across a blonde haired girl with large blue eyes looking at nothing and seeing everything- then you've found me. The martini will be mine and I will most probably be......alone

Journal of MozGirl18 (2483)

Wednesday May 04, 05

why won't it happen?

11:44 AM

Why is it that I always feel like I'm struggling? Why can't I ever find piece of mind and feel content that I am where I should be?

I try. I try like you wouldn't believe.

And why is the heart such a tender thing? Why can't it survive on it's own without the mind so diligently leading it astray? Am I ever going to feel like I'm making the right choices? Am I ever really going to be able to let go and give in to what is natural?

I doubt it.

Because how one feels and what's acceptable within the realm of the emotions of others hardly mixes.

I want to know that it's OK.

 

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  • "Because how one feels and what's acceptable within the realm of the emotions of others hardly mixes."
    redpathetic -- Wednesday May 04 2005, @12:10PM (#160596)
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    Happy in this final acceptance of his own absurdity...Albert Camus
    • Re:Well said. by MozGirl18 (Score:1) Thursday May 05 2005, @11:24AM
  • If we stopped feeling and asking: "Why is it that I always feel like I'm struggling? Why can't I ever find piece of mind and feel content that I am where I should be?" then we wouldn't get any nearer to enlightenment. It's purely evolutionary to struggle as it makes us stronger, makes us adapt so that we overcome and survive the trials and tribulations life presents for us all.

    Always a pleasure to find an entry from you. ;)
    J. Razor -- Wednesday May 04 2005, @12:53PM (#160601)
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    I'm Alone


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