Marisela (1865)

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Journal of Marisela (1865)

Monday March 29, 10

Fudge no wonder I woke up feeling sick to my stomach today..

11:59 AM

And being so right out blunt! it is just that time we figure it out and work on what we must.

I do believe in being fare and thinking a lot about the future.. and I do not mean in my life in particular..
it is truly about just moving on.. being strong creating better human beings..We never really know until we are their.
Yet I dispise the emotion of being selfish.
I realise we must at times..
it gives others a worth of giving and learning to give and accept.
Viva La Revolucion!
we are in such a bad and corrupt inviornment Politicly and spiritually that we must check ourselves constantly.

This is what made me realise today.And understand why I am being so blunt. It is affecting us all!
I am willing to be a leader are you!?
Please be dareing and be bold..
Do not be scared of what you know could happen.. Take a risk! as you have often done.

(Talking to myself)! :)

Libra Full Moon March 29-30, 2010
The Moon's cycle begins with the new Moon, which grows through the first quarter Moon until it reaches the full Moon phase. After that, the Moon begins to wan through the last quarter Moon phase to the new Moon once again. Since we live under a solar calendar instead of a lunar one, every year or so the Moon cycle flips and we end up having a full Moon in a sign coming before its new Moon.
We are in that part of the cycle now. Symbolically, it means that we have to bare the tension of opposites (opposite signs comprise the full Moon), then try to integrate their meaning before we can plant the new seed. This is especially important for this Libra Full Moon, because the upcoming new Moon in Aries is the real beginning of the astrological year.
The Libra Full Moon comes within a week of Spring Equinox, so I'd like to mention this important point in the Sun's journey. In astrology, the 0*point of the zodiac is the beginning of Aries. The whole zodiac begins again. We get to start afresh each year.
The Spring Equinox marks the day on which the hours of day and night are equal. The darkness and the light are balanced. As with the Earth, so goes it with us. Since we are affected by the cycles of the Earth, this time of year can become a time of psychic balance for us.
This Spring Equinox is especially important, because when the Sun moves into the sign of Aries, it will connect to the three planetary energies that helped shaped the 60s and which are shaping our times as well in this next phase of their evolutionary cycle. Pluto, Saturn and Uranus are all dancing around 0* of the cardinal signs Capricorn, Libra and Aries. Cardinal signs move things forward, and they are the zodiac signs that rule the change of seasons. These three planets are in tense, challenging relationships to each other, forcing us to redefine ourselves and our culture. These planetary aspects announce that we are all at a crossroads, and through this tension, they will work on us to make radical changes in our personal lives as well as our collective lives.
It is time for "teen-age' Aries to grow up and take some responsibility for our cultural dilemma. It's time to make changing our culture a personal matter.

The Aries Sun will first oppose Saturn in Libra, the energy that demands we face our relationships realistically and responsibly. This gives us the opportunity to become aware of how we deal with our relationships. Are we selfish? Too giving? Unsure of ourselves? Needy? Controlling? We need to find the right balance between self and other, and the best way to do that is to know who you are so you know what you can give or not give in your relationships.
Then the Aries Sun will square Pluto in Capricorn, the energy which is re-constructing our government and financial systems. How are we facing the re-structuring? We can no longer sit back and expect that either government or corporations will take care of us. It is time to figure out how we individually want to create our life in this time of change.
The Sun connected with the third planetary energy, Uranus in late Pisces on Tuesday, March 16, right after the new Moon in Pisces. Uranus is the Awakener, the energy of sudden change, revolution and freedom. If you haven't opened to this energy before, you're probably finding it uncomfortable. But real freedom is uncomfortable.
So you see this Spring Equinox will become an important marker on our way into the future. Aries is about discovering our Identity. We can do that each year at the Spring Equinox. But this year, the Cosmic Story is asking us to discover our identity in relationship to the larger forces at work in the world.
How are we going to change our world?
You can't change anything if you don't know who you are. Aries is all about the search for self-identity. We often describe Aries as the teenager of the zodiac, with all the angst and uncertainty about Identity that marks this time in our lives.
Remember Aries is courageous, and its ruling planet Mars has just turned to direct motion in Leo, so these two fiery energies will work well together, helping you discover your identity. While Mars dove into the Leo fires to discover his archetypal identity during its retrograde phase, now he has the opportunity to put what he discovered into practice.
My daughter's little sister Ava will be 5 years old next week. They were walking down the street last year and Ava walked over a grate in the street, very slowly and full of fear. My daughter asked her why she was doing it. And Ava said, "I have to learn to be brave." That's an Aries for you!
I'm asking all of you to be brave for the sake of Ava and all the children in the world. They need us to be brave and to step forward and help create the change that our society and our world need if these children are to have a good life. It is our job as adults to be responsible for the future.
That's what this full Moon in Libra asks of us. To be fair and just, to bring our talents and gifts into our society, and to balance our self interests with the greater, common good. Many people are living in fear because of the economy, and are quite selfish in their beliefs about what is right and wrong. Their self interest is more important to them then our common interest.
Usually Aries is all about self interest. It's all about ME!
But the Spring Equinox and this Libra full Moon puts the pressure on us to recognize that our self interest stands and falls within our common interests. If the world is falling apart, is it better to stand alone or to work together to make things better?
That's the question we're faced with as we begin our new astrological year. With the Aries Sun opposing the Libra Moon and Saturn, and squaring off against Pluto in Capricorn, the Cosmic Story states that our personal survival will depend on our collective survival.
Last year's Aquarian vision of Neptune, Jupiter and Chiron opened us to unlimited (Jupiter), creative (Neptune) healing (Chiron) energies. What did you personally heal in your life last year? What new creative visions do you now have? We each get a piece of the puzzle of this creative change going on in the world. I can't wait to see what our future holds. It's important to have great hope when we begin a new enterprise. So let go of fear. Live free or die!
The Sabian symbol for the Sun at 10* Aries is: A shining golden ring, engraved with magical symbols. Rings, like circles, symbolize eternity and divinity, power and sovereignty, completeness and union. Gold is the color of divine power and immortality, reason and spiritual consciousness. This ring symbolizes our ability to choose to work with the highest powers of life through our knowledge of the archetypal energies. The magical symbols on the ring indicate that in using this ring of power (our free will), we can either try to control life, or we can become a channel and focus for life energies. It depends on our choices.
The golden ring can be an image of the One Ring of Sauron, a ring that violently wants to dominate all life. Or it can be a wedding ring of the union of masculine and feminine consciousness, which will bring us into balance. It is only when we know ourselves through both these types of consciousness that we are whole.
If we can balance these 2 ways of perceiving the world, we will change our attitudes about almost everything in our life. We will know when there is a real need to fear and not a manipulated one. We will begin to trust love as a major player in life's decisions. We will really know the meaning of "free will'. Which is such an Aries battle cry!
The Sabian symbol for the Moon at 10* Libra is: A canoe leaving narrow rapids reaches calm water. The exhilaration of a canoe shooting the rapids gives way to the calm of the open waters. Emotionally charged, we have to slow down and see where our energy wants to go. Our inner stability gives us the control to see where we are and what is possible. We've made it through an intense time intact with our hopes and dreams, and now we'll have some time to begin to implement them.
Other Full Moon aspects:
Chiron and Neptune in Aquarius: They are still healing our wounded vision of the future. Help them out by being as positive as you can.
Venus is conjunct Mercury in Aries: Let's be kinder and gentler with our communication. People are already upset. Clear, kind communication is the way to go.
Mars in Leo trines the Aries Sun and sextiles the Libra Moon: If you know who you are, you'll know what to do in any situation.
Libra Moon conjunct Saturn: You'll feel very responsible and will try to be fair in your dealings. Just remember to stay true to yourself while you're doing it.
Pluto and Ceres conjunct in Capricorn: if this was a myth, I'd say that Pluto and Demeter (Ceres) are negotiating a deal. If you're looking for healthy food, find alternative sources
Jupiter and Uranus in Pisces: The spiritual imagination is wide opened. Use this opportunity to get your creative juices flowing. Any dreams you have now are important. Get in touch with me if you need help interpreting them.
T-square between the asteroids Juno (relationship), Pallas (reason) and Vesta (personal integration). These Ladies are getting together to insist that we get ourselves together and be fair and reasonable in all our relationships.
Saturn retrogrades back into Virgo on April 7th. Go back and finish up any health or work related issues that you were working on last fall. Saturn re-enters Libra on July 21st.
These next few months are a breathing spell before we get to June with both Jupiter and Uranus moving into Aries, forming the 3rd leg of the t-square with Saturn in Libra and Pluto in Capricorn. So get your act together while you can. It might be a wild ride!

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