I can't see anyone else smiling here...Are you sure you wanna live like common people?

Sorry, had to get that little bit of Pulp out of my system! Well, I have a smidgen under three hours until ITV's coverage of the Australian GP proper begins, so I thought I'd just write the events of my day. Don't die with excitement on me now...

Well, I stayed up to watch the qualifying session, and so went to bed at around about 3:30am. Yeah. Woke up at about 8:45, got washed, ready for work, in work extremely early, bought sandwiches, ate them, and started work at 12pm. Worked for four hours, saw C in between times (I'll come back to that), came out of work, went home, got changed, went to my friend's, watched Road Trip, came home, and started writing up journal entries...

Anyway, firstly, let's start with my beginning at work. I went in, and my supervisor put green glitter all over my hair. How nice. Anyway, I saw C walking past my department with Chris (remember him?) at roughly the same time that I started my shift, so they must have been on their lunch together or something. Anyway, lunch lasts an hour, so we'll skip the inbetween part (although I opened another account...).

So, we're back, and I see Chris and speak to him about football (my manager has given me yet another day off work tomorrow to play football with him. I don't know if I'll make it - I'll be knackered, staying up until 5am watching this grand prix...). He's not been picked. But anyway, I then see C as I'm taking my account down to the place where we hand them in. She asks how I've been. I answer rather disgruntedly. I then ask her how she's been. The same, more or less. We go back up the stairs and part our separate ways. Later on, she comes back with a bit of clothing from my department, so I talk to her, and ask her along to a phantom party tonight. She seems quite interested, and tells me she'll tell me later on (the friendly gathering I was to have later at my friend's house). I then find the error of my ways, and hope she says no...

In between times, one of the girls on my floor has been teasing me a bit recently about this other girl that works with her. Apparently, she's my "wee bird", and she's asked several times to set me up with her. I have to say, she is quite attractive. Anyway, she says today that she's going to tell her. So I pass by her with a bag full of hangers, and she's with her, spots me, and starts looking as though she's in deep conversation. I shout across to the young beauty "Is she embarrassing you?" She replies "No", in a strange kinda way, and I walk on.

Then, when I come back, the girl attempting to set me up tells me I've been a fool not to talk to her! Oh dear. It's such a shame. I have no idea if she's going to set me up with her, but if she did, I wouldn't say no. C? For once in my life, I'm going to say this. Fuck C. OK, nice enough girl she is and all that, but let's face it, the girl's obviously got no intent in ever going out with me, has she? I'm 17 years old. I can't spend my whole life clinging to something that clearly isn't there, no matter how much I want it to be there. I need to move on. Even if this girl is nowhere near C in terms of the way I feel, I'd love to go out with her.

Anyway, at the end of my shift, I go up to C and ask her if she's going. Thankfully, she says no. I think we're getting a bit more friendly. I hope so anyway.

So...There may be another girl on the horizon folks! Oh yes. Mighty Mouse is at it again. Yet another disappointment, no doubt. But I might as well take a(nother) chance. Nothing to lose, sadly. Next time I'm working is Thursday. I'll see what the status is then.

So, this could be the end of the C era, folks. Could be. For today, I didn't feel the same way. I mean, if she asked me out (hahahahahaha) I would definitely say yes within an instant. However, the likelihood of that happening compares with Martin Luther King (God rest his soul) running around with a white tunic and hood on. In other words, it just aint gonna happen babe.
Well, I'm off playing football tomorrow. Then, I shall attempt to learn my Italian discussion. And try to get to mass. Need to pray...For now, I'm going to try and get two hours sleep before the race starts. And hope I don't sleep in. Goodbye, my friend, this love will never end...