Today has been so lame. I've done one page of working on my PE investigation, had a half-hour phone call with my friend, and that's been it. Listened to The Smiths all day as well. God my life sucks. Thought about C a little. In fact, a lot. Things would be so much easier if I could get the girls. Even a girl.

Three months left of school. Boy, how time flies when...you're working. I can't wait for the day that I leave the wretched place. I want to go to university. Wishing my life away, that seems to be what I'm doing. It's such a depressing day. It's raining outside, and has been raining all day, which is good. I like the rain. But it contributes to my foul mood.

I want to write so much in this journal entry, and yet I cannot think what to write about. I don't feel like writing about C for once. It must be with the events of the weekend. Either that or I've ran out of things to say about her. Probably both. It's an extremely sad state of affairs when you consider that I have nothing to talk about in my life.

I feel so lonely. I want to curl up and sleep until somebody can help me. Until C comes along and wakes me up, and takes me in her arms. Oh well, enough said. I remember the days when I used to relish going to school or whatever. But they don't seem quite so sweet now. I'm turning into a social bum. I can't wait until I reach maturity. Then I can start living. Maybe.

I actually really like my work. I really like speaking to C. She makes me happy. Apart from the weekend, of course. I just love talking to people. I don't think people love talking to me however. I can never be seen as someone who people actually approach to speak to. No, it's always me who has to do the chasing.

Anyway, this entry has been so drab. I apologise if you've got this far, waiting for something spectacular, because you can only be disappointed. I don't even know what I've wrote above this. Don't worry. I'm just a little bit pissed off with life at this moment. Hopefully it'll change soon. Have a nice day.