Well, I normally spend more than that with her anyway, but you get the picture. Do you realise that my journal is beginning to become totally run over by her? I do. I really feel the need to be with her. It might be a need to be with anyone. Not to die alone.

Anyway, I bet you're all wondering what I did today? Well, I bought C a Valentine's present. I knew I'd have to come up with something extremely good to try and rival this damned rose. I think I have it. I bought a stuffed toy, with our (mine and C's) favourite soccer team strip on it. Yes BWTT, I bought Hoopy The Huddle Hound. And did I ever pay for it! £8 (around $12?) for a tiny stuffed toy? Still, it'll probably win me a couple of brownie points.

Actually, it gives me an added incentive to actually do something about C. With the amount of money I spent on that, I won't want to waste money. Tight git and all that. So, I'll want to give her it anyway.

Other than that, I went up to work and spoke to my best friend from work, Lubo. She sounded quite disappointed that C has, seemingly, pulled out of the dinner. Well, we shall see if I manage to pull something out of the depths of my heart. It's extremely tough though. But we shall see.

I shall listen to Radio 2 tonight, to see if BWTT is lying or not. Although I could just listen to Hatful of Hollow, I don't think I'd be doing it justice. So, I shall listen to it, as it means *so* much more to hear it on radio.

Well, I shall be off. I am amazed at how similar my feelings are to those of Tibby. I'm not even *that* interested in sex. Someone to have, to hold, to talk to, to feel comfortable with, to hug, to be there for...That's all I want. Am I too unreasonable? Probably. Goodnight.