That I ask C out for Valentine's Day. I've decided, I have extremely little to lose, and a great girl to gain. What if, however, I ruin everything? That she never wants to talk to me ever again? That she doesn't to remain friends? Well, although I'd rather have her as a friend than not have her at all, I've decided that if she turns me down (highly probable) and doesn't want to remain friends, well, she's hardly a good friend to have, is she?

Ah dear. Plucking up courage is so hard. Especially when I have it in such limited quantities. God, I am such a cynical bugger when I get on the Internet :-) I'm really very shy in real life (whatever "real" is...). Especially when it comes to the matter of the female sex. I have extremely little confidence in myself. Probably because I've been shot down before. Oh well.

I'm having a wee sing song with Mrs Shankly just now. Which is quite nice. She has such a nice voice it's unreal! Uncanny, one may say.

But anyway, not a great deal else happened today. I sat my Italian exam. "Sat" is the best word to describe it. Actually, that's a bit harsh. I answered all the questions, so it can't have been that bad. We shall see...Only one exam to go now! So I have a week off virtually...Although I've worked out that I'm working 9am-10pm next Saturday! How bad is that? Actually, it might be good, if C's working...

Anyway, I must dash. Ice hockey to watch and such like. Toodleoo!