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JacquesTheLad
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I'm not the man you think I am...I am a poor freezingly cold soul...I have just discovered that prudence never pays. Now, we must wait for the right time
Friday December 28, 01

Take me out, tonight...

03:12 PM

Yet another Friday night, yet another night spent in front of the computer! God, my life is full of excitement. I had the chance to go and see Lord Of The Rings tonight, but I opted against it. Why? Because I'm an antisocial, sad little man. But hey, let's not milk it ;-)

Today was interesting. I was going to buy Grand Theft Auto 3 for the PS2, yet when I went to the counter, the guy wouldn't sell it to me. Why? Because I'm not 18! Dear lord...I tried to protest my case, but with no fake ID in my possession, there was no comeback against him. It's kind of silly really though - I'll just buy it tomorrow, so really he's just turned his store down £40 worth of sales. Ah well. I got ripped off mind you - £28 for a memory card??? I guess I need it. Money's no object at the moment, but it will be soon...

I have my new year sorted out now. Up until midnight, I'm staying in the house with family, then after the bells, I'm going to a party. Which should be fun. Then I'll sleep during January 1st, and go to a party that night as well. Yeah! JacquesTheLad: Party Animal. Stop laughing now please :-) I may be meeting a Morrissey fan over the festive period as well (ok, the Christmas holidays - still a festive period in my view, although it will be in early 2002), which should be fun. Apparently, they're going to give me a copy of Southpaw Grammar (that I dearly want, mainly because of Boy Racer) and Maladjusted, FREE! Let's keep that quiet though...Good things come to those...!

Ah well, I hope you all had a great Christmas. Over the previous two days, I had worked 19 hours. Pretty neat, huh? It's given me something to do, because normally over the Christmas period, I get bored with my presents very quickly and therefore I normally can't wait to get back to school, to see the loves of my life. However, working has given me a totally new dimension. I work with a bunch of attractive, good natured, mature young ladies. I can't complain. They see me through the day :-)

Anyway, let me respond to your festive entries. Biffo - I have to reiterate, you're a hilarious guy. It isn't M at the moment :-) I don't know exactly who it is. I'm not too bothered, because my heart can only take so much heartache for a long duration. I've already had enough to last a lifetime I think. So I don't want to overburden myself with yet another fruitless pursuit of a girl at the moment. Whatever will happen, will happen. And whatever doesn't, doesn't. Maybe next month my mind will decide to give my heart another test by going after some girl that I like and getting hurt once more with rejection. But, for the moment, my mind's working in conjunction with my brain :-)

DWGT - Neat porno story :-) Dear oh dear Jacques, what a fool you are! Ironically, I'm listening to New Order just now, the song being "The Perfect Kiss"...Anyway, I'm sorry about the way you feel about K. Some things just can't be helped, eh? If only we could choose the ones we loved...I'm sure the painting was absolutely gorgeous. That's the kind of thing I want, and the kind of thing I'd treasure more than any gift paid for. Sentimentality really is something strong. I feel strong about it. I'm glad to see you do as well. Love ya!

Haze - Merry Christmas! I was in Toronto on vacation, as I have relatives over there, and I should be coming over this summer as well (fingers crossed). I had a really great time, I really want to live in some part of North America once I graduate, and Toronto is one of the main places in my mind...

Hand in Glove - I'll go into more explicit detail in my e-mail...Hope you're doing well!

Smiths - Somebody should really give you some Freud-related award or something. Your last entry was pretty much spot on to each and every one of us. I don't really know of one person in here who doesn't talk about their heartaches of love at one point or another. So why do we all get worked up about this? Why? Because we all love Morrissey's music? That we're all "one of a kind", so to speak? The dear Lord above knows I'm aching for someone to cry out to me. Who will it be? Will I ever be truly happy? Probably not. That's probably because I'm a rather selfish person. Subconsciously, of course. But I'll never be truly happy. Especially without somebody to have, to hold, to love.

BlueGirl - Hope you have a great time in NYC. Your love problems will get sorted out sooner or later, mark my words! Have a great new year love!

Sleepwalk - Don't really know you yet, but welcome to the journal system! Hope I get to know a whole load more about you. See you soon!

Anyway, I'm off to write an e-mail to HiG, and maybe play some PS2. Buona notte tutti...



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