That's hard Smiths. Really hard. You've done nothing wrong. Really. But hey, I know two fifths of nothing about life and life matters, so there's no real meaningful advice I can give you. I mean, there is a club if you'd like to go, but you're already here...

Dear oh dear, I'm going insane. I've worked a massive 17 hours this weekend. I still have homework to do. And with people bloody well dashing about like headless chickens doing Christmas shopping, it hasn't been an easy 17 hours. There's a few nice looking girls at work. Troulbe is that most of them are older than me. And probably would find me rather immature. Maybe I am. I don't know...My mind's spinning at a million miles a minute and I can't make much thoughts into anything really.

I'm going into town tomorrow after my early finish at school to do some Christmas shopping. To start. I have no idea what I'm buying my mum (I might get her the Beautfiul South album - one compilation that I would buy...), my gran or J for that matter. It's hopeless. I must be the worst person in the world for thinking of presents. Then I have a basketball match tomorrow night. I feel as if I just want to let out a scream...

It's eating me up inside...

Em, where to start. BWTT, I've never really supported Scotland or Ireland for that matter. I just love Davor Suker (in a non-homosexual way). It's transferred from Euro 96, and followed on ever since. That's the main reason I went to Hampden to see Scotland take on Croatia. Even although the game was so boring (and even though I cheered for the goal that never was), it gave me a sense of prestige to know that I was in the same stadium as Mr Suker.

Biffo - Chill...Zippy and George were DJing at Glasgow Caledonian University Union at the weekend apparently. I wanted to go, but it would make me seem even more strange. I am really beginning to fear for what people think about me. I work in Kidswear (only guy in my department), I love Zippy, and I mainly talk to girls. Yet I know, in myself, that I have no homosexual tendencies whatsoever. But is this enough?

Welcome back Haze (get better soon) and BlueGirl. Hand in Glove, still waiting...The suspense is killing me!

Anyway, best check out and try and get this homework done...Life is very long...