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JacquesTheLad
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I'm not the man you think I am...I am a poor freezingly cold soul...I have just discovered that prudence never pays. Now, we must wait for the right time
Monday November 12, 01

Goodnight, and Thank You

03:16 PM

I'd just like to take this opportunity to thank Hand in Glove and Smiths for their kind words regarding my rather heartbreaking experience on Saturday evening. You guys, along with some others, have helped me a great deal over the past month or so. I appreciate it.

Well, today, I find that this girl in my PE class that I quite like has split up with her boyfriend (you know how it seems every guy [except me] wants things to go serious after like a month and a half or so? That's your reason folks...May it be a lesson to life). Seems it's not just me that has trouble with relationships. I don't know about asking her out on a date though...Too soon for her? Too soon for me? I dunno...

There's also the afore-mentioned girl from the disco. I passed her in the corridor today, we said hello to each other. She's a lovely girl, but how do I talk to her? I've spoke to her like once in my entire life, so what do I talk to her about? My grievances? I was thinking of thanking her for cheering me up that disco night for starters...What do you think?

Does my talking about this make me seem shallow? Desperate? I'm really not - I just like these girls because they're nice. And you don't get many of those girls around nowadays. It's the type of girl who'll never talk about anyone behind their back; who'll always make an effort to be pleasant. I really like these type of girls - the ones you can either have as a friend or as a partner. I don't think I do a whole lot wrong - my head's very much on my shoulders, and I'm not your typical "let's see your tits, have a wee feel about then we're done" guy. I actually care about girls and their feelings. Why does nobody see that?

I'll see how things go tomorrow. I have PE, so I should be able to speak to one of the girls. The other one might be a bit harder...I'll try and make some kind of effort to do so though. And then I'll report back to base (read: Moz-solo journal system) and inform you all of my day! Which I'm sure isn't that interesting to you lot, but hey, it's my journal! :-)

Hand in Glove - The girl isn't self-centred, sadly - I couldn't claim that about her. It's just that she doesn't really like other guys for some reason...I mean, she's not gay, but I dunno - maybe scared of getting hurt? The girl I was with - that's the one who's going out with the guy who's cheated on her and will continue to do so. She's a doll. Sadly, nothing's gonna happen cos she'll always stick with him. And I'm sure I'm not adored by all at Moz-solo (I'm sure most of you despise my entries, they just get you down :-) ), but your words are extremely touching! I love you too darling!

Smiths - Hope for tomorrow indeed. I have very little else in my life if I have no hope. You guys here all give me some kind of hope and assurance which would probably be severely lacking in my life if I wasn't here regularly. I'll plough on to tomorrow, and face the new challenges that girls present me...

Mental note for next entry: Think of initials for all these girls, make sure the readers don't get mixed up! (Which I'm sure you all are after a while!)

"The good life is out there somewhere..."



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