I'm feeling pretty miserable now.

I'm pretty much buggered all ends up. No matter what girl I like, something's up that I have no chance with them. Maybe I'm just feeling miserable and incredibly sorry for myself, and I'm sorry if this feels like I'm wallowing in the proverbial self-pity. But it's how I feel.

It's as if I'm going to end up alone. No girlfriends are heading my way at the moment, and none in the foreseeable future by the looks of things. I'm beginning to feel like I did for much of last year.

When I'm sitting down in school at lunchtimes or whatever, I'll be silent. I'll be staring right into the nothingness ahead of me, and my mind will be blank. In fact, it won't be. It'll be full of misery and thoughts of unhappiness. Totally out there.

On a lighter note, I bought Your Arsenal for £5 today. Not listened to it yet. Listening to Hatful of Hollow. I'd just love a girl round here right now, that I could speak to and hug and show them that I really like them and care for them a lot, you know what I mean? Sadly, I don't see it happening for a long, long while.

Sigh...