I`m not sure when I accepted that I will never have some things in life that most people have.I just have accepted that fact.I don`t know if that`s giving up or being realistic.I know it`s mostly my fault.I was always too scared of everything.Afraid of rejection and afraid of being judged by...
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My mom just asked me if I'd like to go to Hawaii for my birthday in October—her treat. Well hell yes! Let the
planning begin. If anyone has any recommendations for restaurants and/or activities, I'm all ears.
Other news, thoughts...
Work has lost its luster but it's...
What a classy way of announcing it, eh?
Sort of belies the reality that I may be a bit young to be a Granny.....
I'm rapidly adjusting to the moniker, though. I haven't even held her yet, but just looking at her
ignites every one of my fifty gajillion maternal genomes!
Still can't get over the...
I used to take comfort from that package of razor blades tucked away in the one of the drawers.That package is still there.I still have them but I don`t take comfort in that anymore.I haven`t done it in a long time and I promised someone that I wouldn`t do it again.Funnily enough I sometimes...
Before I'd ever had a chemically induced surreal experience, I recall life striking me as incredibly odd.
On a fairly regular basis.
I put it down to being a child and that everything was pretty weird anyway, so,
I never really thought a great deal about it. I just enjoyed it since I couldn't...
There‘s a novel released in Germany this week called Aquariumtrinker, telling the story of a long-time singer and musician who starts a personal vendetta in an exclusive residential Hamburg suburb.
It is the debut of Hamburg-based writer Mischa Kopmann who seems to have inhaled the work and...
This was the afternoon before. I find that some moments are so surreal. My wife is with me in the car. We are out together. As I sit at a stop light, this soft music is playing. We have had great conversation. I've paused and told her how much I love her and how much I love being with her. She...
I'm walking a tightrope
With only your eyes to guide me
I'm walking a tightrope
Imagining you here beside me
Your gaze flies like flames
Blazing a ring around my heart
Eyes like Heaven's nectar
Maybe you were lost
And you saw me standing in the lighthouse
But only after climbing the tower
Did you see what you left had value
Maybe I was lost
And I saw you swimming in the sea
But only after diving into the waves
Did I see I wasn't ready for communion
All these are gifts, and I do...