Tomorrow

Took a road trip last weekend it was me and my mom and cousins and aunt and uncle.We went to celebrate my great aunts birthday.It was a six hour drive there and we came back the same day.It was nice to see the realtives on my mom`s side.My mom said she was just happy to get me out of house as I really have not been up to going out lately.

Today was my Mom`s birthday.We had a dinner for her.It went well.She has been better as she is still getting over her brother`s death.She still misses him though.He was her little brother.She was having a hard time getting over it because she saw him die and it was very traumatic for her.

Tomorrow or should I say later today I see my psych.I am going to have to tell him that I`ve not been well.I just feel so blue.It`s difficult getting out of bed (that is when I do get to sleep).Somedays I wish I could stay there all day.I am also so moody.It seems like everything irritates me.I just can`t stand myself sometimes.I get so upset I end up cutting myself.Sometimes it`s the only thing that makes me feel better.I know that`s weird but it`s true.Let`s see what my psych says tomorrow.:tears::(

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My Heart Is Broke But I Have Some Glue Help Me Inhale And
Mend It With You
~Nirvana~

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I'm not sure how cutting works psychologically, but can you cut something else and get the same relief? Can you cut a branch or something?
 
CrystalGeezer;bt113 said:
I'm not sure how cutting works psychologically, but can you cut something else and get the same relief? Can you cut a branch or something?

You know maybe I could.But honestly it works so well for me.Well then again maybe not.Because you have to keep doing it to get relief.
Thank you very much for you comment though.:)
 
timeisaclockoftheheart;bt122 said:
'I am damaged...
The incident is past,
But the pain persists;
I reluctantly, at times, fearfully,
Go about my present daily life.
I am damaged...
Not by subterfuge,
Sweet words of insincerity, or lies,
But through unfathomable meanness
And brutal cruelty.
I am damaged...
The world closed in about my soul,
Suddenly becoming an alien land,
And I had coldly been deprived of the passport
Which heretofore had allowed my spirit unfettered movement.
I am damaged...
But, in talking to others, also damaged,
I have come to realize that I am alive, not dead;
That the world goes on around me, and about me,
And that I am empowered if I choose to be so.
I am damaged...
But, by reaching out and learning to trust those who are worthy of trust,
I will be able to re-build my life;
It will never be quite the same as it was,
So I must strive to make it better.
I am damaged...
But with the passage of time, and the help of sincere people who care about me,
I learn to move more steadily, more confidently, each day,
Toward the light at the end of the tunnel.


I am damaged...
But I am not broken.'

Take care Tibby

Thank You again:):)
 

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