I`ve come to dread the night.It`s the time I feel most afraid.It`s when I can`t sleep or stop those crowded,rapid thoughts from overwhelming me. It`s also the time when I feel most like hurting myself.Sometimes it helps to turn those thoughts off.It helps me when I can`t stop thinking.That`s why I do it. It helps when things become to overwhelming.
I do it sometimes because I feel numb and empty and want to feel something.I do because I feel to much and want to feel nothing.It helps the pain go away for a little while and it makes me feel something when I feel I can`t. I know it doesn`t make much sense.
I do it sometimes because I feel numb and empty and want to feel something.I do because I feel to much and want to feel nothing.It helps the pain go away for a little while and it makes me feel something when I feel I can`t. I know it doesn`t make much sense.
