The Haven Of My Bed

Was feeling under the weather on friday.I just couldn`t get out of bed.So I stayed there all day.I guess it my depression getting the best of me.

Went to see my psych on wednesday.My last appointment with him will be next month.It`s going to be weird not seeing him anymore.He said he didn`t think he could recommend anyone around here.He told me he could send a letter to my primary doctor to get the meds I need.He said maybe I could see a therapist around here too.I`m thinking about it.I`m just wondering what they would think about my self injury and if they would freak out about that.That`s what I`m most worried about.

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Fear Is Such A Vicious Thing Wraps Me Up In Chains

~Tears For Fears~

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Your therapist doesn't know you cut yourself?
 
CrystalGeezer;bt239 said:
Your therapist doesn't know you cut yourself?

My psychiatrist knows.He was just talking about me getting a therapist when he retires.And I was afraid of telling someone new when he does retire.
 
i dont think all a therapist would freak out of you doing self harm its a very common thing(sadly)
they are also clinics who are dealings esp with this problem...
learning how to trust to not easy , of course its weird to you that someone you talk for quit a long time is not there anymore.take your time of griefNOW and lsee how the chemistry work between you AND THE NEW ONE LATER. andtell the potential new therapist that you need a bit longer to built trust to tell him/her more about you...take your time..you don need to tell him /her everything in the first
hour
 
sistasheila;bt253 said:
i dont think all a therapist would freak out of you doing self harm its a very common thing(sadly)
they are also clinics who are dealings esp with this problem...
learning how to trust to not easy , of course its weird to you that someone you talk for quit a long time is not there anymore.take your time of griefj and lsee how the chemistry work between you. andtell the potential new therapist that you need a bit longer to built trust to tell him/her more about you...take your time..you don need to tell him /her everything in the first
hour

That`s some good advice.Thank you Sistasheila.:)
 
timeisaclockoftheheart;bt266 said:
'So much to leave here
I'll abscond to other shores
Removing knots of pressure, my bones were knitted and tangled with muscle
Awake anew from my dreams of home and the mundane
Awake anew from the black hole of doldrums and mediocrity, a vacuum of monotonous friction against my mind

questioning and searching
living just to live
life's' beauty is in the air and smells of jasmine and grapevines, olive trees and freedom

Somewhere over the Atlantic I left myself
was it coming or going? I'm not sure
Somewhere over the Atlantic I left this life
I've returned home empty handed except for what is inside
clinging to me like hot breath on cool glass
my pockets are empty, but my heart full
ready to burst
my arms are empty, but my heart is full
ready to burst and fill this room
ready to burst and flood this town
drown everything and everyone that has their hooks in me
stripping off my new skin
reducing me to a skeleton, plain and simple
I will flood, and drown out this which has me so raw

I have returned home empty handed, but heavy hearted
throbbing and ready to stop
So much to leave here
and I must leave it again..'

'there is no meaning in life... only purpose... that purpose is to find your own meaning to life.'

Be safe Tibby

I`m trying really hard .:(
 

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