Ok so I just read my last Journal entry

I am still here...

and what I want to say is...

That I shall never be done!
That I have him in my heart and mind in my skin on my lips and I still can feel his presence is with me! All the time.
That I miss him with all my heart! And he took my heart! I give it to him and I never got it back. Yet, the truth is it never really even took off! This my faith!
Wow Blame it on the day Job.. Now I need to write my obituary! I feel I lost my soul mate. Yet ,I am still here and he is in my life...yet only in my mind, Again. This always happens.. and I began to wonder.. I recall it all being just plain


'Farewell to thee! but not farewell
To all my fondest thoughts of thee:
Within my heart they still shall dwell;
And they shall cheer and comfort me.
O, beautiful, and full of grace!
If thou hadst never met mine eye,
I had not dreamed a living face
Could fancied charms so far outvie.

If I may ne'er behold again
That form and face so dear to me,
Nor hear thy voice, still would I fain
Preserve, for aye, their memory.

That voice, the magic of whose tone
Can wake an echo in my breast,
Creating feelings that, alone,
Can make my tranced spirit blest.

That laughing eye, whose sunny beam
My memory would not cherish less; -
And oh, that smile! whose joyous gleam
Nor mortal language can express.

Adieu, but let me cherish, still,
The hope with which I cannot part.
Contempt may wound, and coldness chill,
But still it lingers in my heart.

And who can tell but Heaven, at last,
May answer all my thousand prayers,
And bid the future pay the past
With joy for anguish, smiles for tears? '

Anne Bronte

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