Well my current plan on getting over him really isn't working, I'm trying so hard to find someone else, someone who actually wants me back but still all I him of is him. If I'm out with someone else I don't wanna be there, I can't concentrate, they're just not him.
I spend my time thinking through our conversations and looking for clues that maybe he does have real feelings for me, dreaming of situations where we could be together. When I talk to him I find myself hinting very strongly at that sort of thing but he never gets it, if he was even remotely interested he would.
I just want him here with me now, I want his arms around me and his lips on mine.
I'd like to say I wish I was over him but I don't want to be over him, I want him to feel for me these intense feelings I have for him.
Maybe that's my main problem, that I'm not working to get over him because he makes me feel so good, every time he messages me online my heart leaps, we have such intimate conversations and I feel so close to him. I wish I could see a way out of this situation.
I spend my time thinking through our conversations and looking for clues that maybe he does have real feelings for me, dreaming of situations where we could be together. When I talk to him I find myself hinting very strongly at that sort of thing but he never gets it, if he was even remotely interested he would.
I just want him here with me now, I want his arms around me and his lips on mine.
I'd like to say I wish I was over him but I don't want to be over him, I want him to feel for me these intense feelings I have for him.
Maybe that's my main problem, that I'm not working to get over him because he makes me feel so good, every time he messages me online my heart leaps, we have such intimate conversations and I feel so close to him. I wish I could see a way out of this situation.