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That’s a pretty big reaction, must have been some disagreement. Maybe take a couple days to get some perspective and see if you have a change of heart?My life with Pilla has run its course and I am leaving her. Instead of a holiday abroad I told her I am bidding on a flat in another part of Sweden giving her all the furniture as I want to start over buying new things.
I am gonna spend 2020 travelling on my own to some places I want to visit before I think about what to do after that.
Because of this I am leaving Solo for good. I haven't got the time or energy to play the clown here anymore and completely surround myself with hate and pointless debate.
2020 is around the corner and 20 years ago my mother got diagnosed with pancreas cancer which changed my life a lot and now it will change again.
I am going to start running and taking care of myself and will completely change my diet and might even try some vegan dishes now and then. I will open the closed mind I have been living with for far too long.
I have asked Pilla's dad to be there for her and help her get back the contact with her kids. Her son just came back home from a 2 week trip to Japan with his friends and Pilla's dad has given him and Pilla's daughter her number.
I have told her to focus on her kids and her dad and if possible move closer to him cause he's got contacts being a politician so he could get her a flat.
I wanna wish everyone here the best even the ones I trolled the pants off and hurt in different ways. What made me do this for so long and what part of me needed something like that?
I will miss you all in various ways but this is finally it. I am doing the impossible after 21 years and will now spend a lot of time completely alone without any family or friends so it is a bit scary but I also know that will make me find great peace of mind.
I am gonna fix my teeth and do some cosmetic procedures this fall and take care of myself a bit better. Invest in myself and begin a journey to try and find a new meaning away from the meaningless. If I don't do this now and change I will end up killing myself and though many would want that I am going to give life a last chance.
Cheers all you lads and lasses and remember to stay handsome!