ur funny
anyways, back to the horror which is my current life
cuz it looks like the chickens are coming home to roost later today

so much so I could even be fired

all my hard work down the drain

after all, this is China, I have been looking at it through rose colored glasses for a while now, but there is no escaping some truly depressing facts

"due process" does not exist here really, if so, only for the rich and the government, certainly not for unimportant foreign nationals like me
also, informers are still often rewarded for doing so, companies even courage it, its a hold over from the "Red Guard" days that has taken hold in its most virulent form in many post 89 Chinese companies, possibly even the one I work for

and it appears that one is guilty til proven innocent

the worst part is that those that hurl accusations are allowed to remain anonymous

I just don't know
but I do know that what I needed was good night's sleep, not waking up after less than 6 hours sleep

fml