The Drivel Thread

[nicky wire's legs]

I guess you're hoping Nicky reads this forum.

No actually Im not. Crazy, I know.

 

[Vesper Nocturne]

A note to Morrissey:

One day, maybe you'll come again
To see me
Low key
Perhaps in a restaurant again
And this time I will hold you
By the shoulders
To have a good look at you
Then smile while holding you close
A quirky smile like dogs do
I'll be dreaming of the possibilities
While feeling your body heat

I imagine you loathe me now though. I've fantasized tonight. Can't help it.

Don’t give him your chlamydia or your gangrene or whatever it was!

 

[Light Housework]

Don’t give him your chlamydia or your gangrene or whatever it was!

It was syphilis at 16, trichomoniasis at about 20, herpes of two types around 21 and then about 35, and lichen sclerosis around 40.

 

[Light Housework]

My lungs have been getting better lately. I had x-rays done and they told me I'm "all clear" of pneumonia, but I think I'm still fighting a fungal infection of my lungs. My doctor hasn't seen the x-rays yet. I wonder if she'll see visible signs of fungus. I doubt it, but I can feel something every now and then.

 

[Light Housework]

Also I had some mystery illness for a month or two at about 39. I peed a little blood, lost all sense of emotion for a day, and then for a month or two had to drink tons of water day and night, or my hands would ache something terrible. Then it just stopped. The clinic thought it was a bladder infection but it was never confirmed.

 

[Vesper Nocturne]

Make a joke and regret it for the rest of your f***ing life because how revolting people are

 

[Light Housework]

Make a joke and regret it for the rest of your f***ing life because how revolting people are

I bet Morrissey would be amused.

 

[Light Housework]

Neal Cassidy Drops Dead

Neal Cassady drops dead
And Allen Ginsberg's tears shampoo his beard
Neal Cassady drops dead
And Allen Ginsberg's lips tighten and thin
Neal Cassady drops dead
And Allen Ginsberg's hosed down in a barn
Neal Cassady drops dead
And Allen Ginsberg's howl becomes a growl
Everyone has babies
Babies full of rabies
Rabies full of scabies
Scarlet has a fever
Ring is full of ringworm
Angel of disdain
Poor little fella has got rubella
Liver full of fungus
Junior full of gangrene
Mine is melanoma
Tike full of gripe
Whippersnapper's scurvy
Urchin made of acne
Get that thing away from me
Victim, or life's adventurer
Which of the two are you?
Victim or life's adventurer
Which of the two are you?

 

[Vesper Nocturne]

I bet Morrissey would be amused.

Well, you should definitely go with that then.
Do you have any other current celebrity crushes? Maybe you could impress them this way too!

 

[Light Housework]

That guy on the skytrain platform a month or so ago has been on my mind.

 

[Light Housework]

I left the skytrain platform man to freeze his butt off, and he'll surely never forgive me for it. I left him to run from a moldy SRO, and lied to him that I was a frequent user of the drop in. I implied that I was, which is like lying. No, I haven't held onto my friends. I have run from them. I've walked away from them, time after time.

 

[Light Housework]

He wasn't just anyone. He was exceptionally friendly, warm, and unpretentious.

 

[Light Housework]

I do have two friends. One spends Friday afternoons with me, and another man has walked with me a few times. I think he and I will become good friends.

 

[nicky wire's legs]

I left the skytrain platform man to freeze his butt off, and he'll surely never forgive me for it. I left him to run from a moldy SRO, and lied to him that I was a frequent user of the drop in. I implied that I was, which is like lying. No, I haven't held onto my friends. I have run from them. I've walked away from them, time after time.

He wasn't your friend LOL he probably forgot about you within 10 minutes of meeting you

 

[Light Housework]

He wasn't your friend LOL he probably forgot about you within 10 minutes of meeting you

After the way I took off on him, he probably did forget about me indeed.

 

[Vesper Nocturne]

Why are you fixating? You have to try to help your own mental processes sometimes. Change direction. If you had the hots for him, there are 7 billion other people on the planet.

Have you tried widening your circle by looking into joining some meet up groups in your area? You seem to want to have more contact with people. There are better ways that you can actively and successfully try to facilitate that for yourself, other than just by crushing out on every homeless person you try to talk to, or on the sex-cam guys you pay

Why are you not seeking out normal meet up groups in your area for people who like to walk, or to paint, or to go to karaoke?

 

[Light Housework]

Why are you fixating? You have to try to help your own mental processes sometimes. Change direction. If you had the hots for him, there are 7 billion other people on the planet.

Have you tried widening your circle by looking into joining some meet up groups in your area? You seem to want to have more contact with people. There are better ways that you can actively and successfully try to facilitate that for yourself, other than just by crushing out on every homeless person you try to talk to, or on the sex-cam guys you pay

Why are you not seeking out normal meet up groups in your area for people who like to walk, or to paint, or to go to karaoke?

I just wish I'd given the guy a chance, because he had a very good vibe.

 

[Light Housework]

I tried using meetup groups. Disastrous it was. I met people I can't stand in them, who ruined it for me.

 

[Vesper Nocturne]

You should keep making the effort because trying to pick up homeless men is never going to be something that improves your life or your emotional stability

 

[Light Housework]

I still wish I'd given that particular guy a chance. He was special. By the way, I don't have "the hots for him". I just want to be his friend.