@ Redacted Okay. Just finished the Morrissey Solo Years documentary. Pretty good. Just learned poor Tony Wilson died only a few years after participating in that documentary...now I feel bad about my sass earlier

...plus he had some positive stuff to say about Morrissey as a writer...but still..."Stephen was very difficult!"

a bit reduction-y...

Craig Gannon was kinda sweet- seemed like a decent dude. Too bad that darn court case interfered. My least favorite detail regarding M's story of not wanting to share Smiths' earnings with his former band members. People are weird with

!

Stephen Street also registered as an honest guy. But that's some weird, confusing stuff with Vini Reilly claiming he actually wrote all of the music on Viva Hate?! Ya gotta wonder where the truth lies?? If I'm judging on whose character comes across shadier...Vini doesn't seem as trustworthy as Stephen

who went on to be a successful producer...while Vini's talent would most likely have found a place somewhere to showcase his obvious talent if that boast was true?!?
~Plus when he said he turned down M's request to collaborate on the 2nd album because he was "too bored" by three- cord

pop rock...& then later on said...that even though M is as talented as he is~he really needs to do something "unique"- cuz he's still trapped in the 80's...

...did not add to Vini's likeability or credibility.

NME stuff...

That's a bummer! Happens probably more often than we realize. Gross. It's a business first~ and marketing and image can be created or destroyed equally by dishonest journalism designed to persuade consumers.

There were some sound perspectives in that documentary. Not too lopsided with adoration or defamation. Good balance! I walked away feeling more aware that talent, fame, and a driving force to express yourself on the public stage of life~ seems a bit freakish for those who have artistic gifts combined with the strange inner confidence of following their passionate destiny of realizing fame & experiencing the feeling of being regarded as a cultural/artistic hero! An immense blessing, yes, to be treated reverently by vast amounts of the anonymous members of society...but it also must feel so alien to guardedly live out such a famous destiny on earth.
Consequently, M seems like an emotionally intense, awkward, skittish, brave, lonely, intelligent, uniquely truthful, and exquisite creature! An extraordinary soul of a human being ~not quite meant for this world... born for a bigger, symbolic purpose. To show us the possibility of our greatness and our sorrow in equal parts. Embodied poetically within his gifts to powerfully and emotively express his lyrics, voice and courage; as well as his lifelong experience of emotionally challenging relationships and psychic struggle towards maintaining a general contented approach to daily, ordinary life.
All these deep reflections go beyond Morrissey. But he IS an interesting living icon that can inspire and instruct us about how we all want to live our own, authentic lives; meaningfully, peacefully, with kindness, and unique expression...casually, nonchalantly, every day we have breath in our bodies. That's the goal. To reveal the best soul within us in ordinary, small ways.
Goodness this is way overly expressed! Thanks for reading these thoughts....