Still Tired
as it were...
I’m pretty new to Morrissey having only bought my first Smiths album back in February and it’s pretty scary to look at how big my collection has grown since then, (I’m guessing that’s not what a student loan is really for!) Anyway, I had pretty little knowledge of the Smiths, I was a lot more aware of the solo Morrissey, although I only remembered odd snippets of videos I’d seen over the years. So I’ve been playing catch-up in a big way these past few months and it’s a really odd experience. I think because I have no memories of my own of the Smiths, my only image of what they were like and how they were perceived is through second-hand recollection, however reliable or prejudiced they may/ may not be. I have a few books now: Morrissey by David Bret, Saint Morrissey, Songs That Saved Your Life, and the Smiths Visual Documentary, and each one presents a differing image of that whole era. It’s odd because I’m trying to gain a general over-view of what the Smiths were and the impact they had, but each history I’m presented with has to be cross-referenced and somehow sequenced together with all the other bits I’ve read. In a way, the Smiths could be completely fictional, how do I know which is the truth?! I’m probably just sounding completely paranoid now, but I just find it quite fascinating to be in this situation where I’ve just completely un-earthed this whole part of culture I never knew existed and I’m trying to get a grasp on it, trying to make my own interpretation of it.
I think I’ll probably really get my own answers from actually listening to the music and watching the footage, I get incredibly sensitive towards people putting their own interpretations on to it all, even the interviews I’ve seen can be cut and sliced, removed from their context and used against the speaker. I really don’t like Johnny Rogan’s attitude in the Visual Documentary it has to be said, he’s pretty condescending towards Morrissey, almost threatening in places and tries to ridicule him. And then with David Bret, I’m sure he doesn’t get half of Morrissey’s sarcasm, I can’t think of specific examples right now, but some of the quotes he seems to take at complete face-value when it seems perfectly obvious to me it was something said tongue in cheek!
I guess there are always multiple versions of a history that can be taken of anything, and I expect each fan has his/her own personal take on their experience of that time, and continues to do so. I just wonder what I missed out on, being so new to it all, and I do wonder what I would’ve made of the Smiths if I had been old enough to enjoy them at the time. Knowing me I’d still be oblivious and be kicking myself long after they’d split up! Ok, end of my ramblings; I just wondered if there were other new fans in a similar situation? Or those who did actually live through it, do you find new fans hopelessly un-informed or slightly annoying?!
I think I’ll probably really get my own answers from actually listening to the music and watching the footage, I get incredibly sensitive towards people putting their own interpretations on to it all, even the interviews I’ve seen can be cut and sliced, removed from their context and used against the speaker. I really don’t like Johnny Rogan’s attitude in the Visual Documentary it has to be said, he’s pretty condescending towards Morrissey, almost threatening in places and tries to ridicule him. And then with David Bret, I’m sure he doesn’t get half of Morrissey’s sarcasm, I can’t think of specific examples right now, but some of the quotes he seems to take at complete face-value when it seems perfectly obvious to me it was something said tongue in cheek!
I guess there are always multiple versions of a history that can be taken of anything, and I expect each fan has his/her own personal take on their experience of that time, and continues to do so. I just wonder what I missed out on, being so new to it all, and I do wonder what I would’ve made of the Smiths if I had been old enough to enjoy them at the time. Knowing me I’d still be oblivious and be kicking myself long after they’d split up! Ok, end of my ramblings; I just wondered if there were other new fans in a similar situation? Or those who did actually live through it, do you find new fans hopelessly un-informed or slightly annoying?!