first I cried at the idea of my little orange kitty not being here when I got back (who's going to take care of him?!?!?
) and then I burst out laughing at your second line. oh bun bun, you are so fabulous. that was the ONLY thing that could've made me laugh today.
do you think the sea will recognize my face?! I don't see how it could. isn't the sea always changing and never the same?!
im so happy you told me to come here bun bun, I had a really great time!! and the thought of coming back is the ONLY thing that helps me endure the idea of going home. in fact, if it wasn't because I might be able to come back here, I probably wouldn't go home at all. i'd probably just go live on the street of London. that's how much I don't want to go home and how much I want to be able to come back here. im so glad that you recommended it to me and that I had you to talk to this whole time I was here. it was sort of like being here with you!!
I have NOT been to the pastry boutique yet! I bet that pastry boutique doenst even HAVE the baklava praline!! I will go to the proper pastry boutique when I come back!! hopefully I will be able to come back at a time when it's open!!
oh bun bun, it feels so sad for this all to be coming to an end, and to have to go back to that horrible place. it's not fair that other people get to live here!! and also I didn't even run into neil in london or anything!! I sort of think that I SHOULD just stay in London even if it means living on the street. I mean, somehow I lost the point of what I came here for and it makes me sad. like, was I just killing time? is that what my whole life is going to be about, killing time as I get older and older? I sort of wonder what would happen if I spent all my money here and had no way of getting home--would my dad give me the money? do I risk finding out? I mean, Im really not ready to go home. and it's so awful to have to go home before you're ready. it's unnatural.