Painting pollutes the water. Watercolors are not as bad as acrylics though. I sin when I paint.I suppose there is one good thing that misery brings. Misery limits your parameters for sin. You can only sin if you're good. If you've always been a miserable sinner you don't know any better. Only the virtuous can sin. Only the virtuous can sin.
You can need and love simultaneously.Sin belongs to the virtuous. Otherwise it just tends to be called life. I've not got a good bone in my body. I do know I've liked people though. I've become incredibly close to people. There are people I need. Is need the same as love? I suspect it's not far off.
I met an old man I love, called Rob. He was in group walks, with Meetup. Maybe I'll try to reunite with him. He's got a wife, so it might be awkward.Do you know what I love about David? He'll be 70 shortly and he still manages to walk 5 laps around the park. I don't think anyone's ever really loved him but I do. I love him with a passion. Nothing sexual. He brightens my day when I see him. A wonderful love. A new found love. Brilliant.
I recently had a buddy who is two spirited. Jacob. He can easily pass as female.It's like all these 'trans gender' people who tell you to pretend they're a girl when they're a boy. Can you imagine someone coming up to you and telling you to pretend they had a PhD in something or other when they don't? It's like when people say, 'well I want to be recognised as a girl even though I'm a boy' You ask how old they are and they reply 'twenty two'. You ask 'why aren't you 46?' They say 'because I'm not 46' So you can choose to be a girl or a boy but you can't choose to be 46.? I tell you what. I think I'll choose to be 23 next time I meet anybody and I'll ask them to play along with the charade.
Bigmouth Strikes AgainI'm sorry for going on about fat people. There's no hatred there. You surely know me by now. I have many many faults. My excess is drink. Other people's excess is food. I don't hate anyone. I know exactly what I am. And yes, I do see the irony. I do see the hypocrisy in the things I say. I'm sorry.