This is twice that you've made this post about how you're so enlightened now and it's too bad others aren't. LOL @ "a place of great damage"
"These days I travel a lighter road." Is it paved with bullshit? If you were so enlightened I don't think you'd have been talking about what a great boxer you are or how people in real life would run from you. It's probably because you're not really great with, you know, words and stuff, despite trying to use every one in the thesaurus, so you had to learn to hit people to make your point.
It's sad when Rifke can tell you what's what but she did.