I used to get excited about New Year's Eve. Even living in hell for 15 years I'd find a way to make it hopeful. He'd go to sleep and I'd stand outside in the cold and play my clarinet or bang a pot with a spoon. This year, don't really care. Living in scary apartment land the gunfire should be entertaining at least.
I used to get excited about New Year's Eve. Even living in hell for 15 years I'd find a way to make it hopeful. He'd go to sleep and I'd stand outside in the cold and play my clarinet or bang a pot with a spoon. This year, don't really care. Living in scary apartment land the gunfire should be entertaining at least.
I keeping reading your post over and over again and it still doesn't make sense to me. I've never been a big fan of new year, but this is the first time I was looking forward to it. But my grand plan fell trough because of this illness. f***.
I saw that.
Apparently there's a game where the objective is to make people accidently listen to Rick Astley, maybe the BBC were up for some New Years' fun.
I believe the technical term is 'Rick Rolling'. It's supposed to be annoying, but I love that song it's one of my singstar signiture tunes
I'm thinkin, my cat sounds ridiculous! Since her operation on Monday, she has a silly squeaky miow, which does not reflect her true feeling on the whole vet/anastetic/teeth situation (the big scatch on my hand, however, does)
I keeping reading your post over and over again and it still doesn't make sense to me. I've never been a big fan of new year, but this is the first time I was looking forward to it. But my grand plan fell trough because of this illness. f***.
I'm sorry to hear you're sick. To clarify, New Year used to be something to look forward to, like a new start to a shitty situation. Today though I can't find anything to look forward to because it's all just a dream, there's no reality to my dreams and I am alone and that's all there is. I've come to realize this over the last few weeks. I could wax dreamy but it only hurts me so I don't wax anything at all, except the Gods.
I'm thinking that I'm pretty sure this NYE is gonna suck. probably more than last year. but I'm still gonna get dolled up and go out and drink cuz if I stayed home I'd just feel worse.
my new years resolution is to not suck at life anymore.
Yeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. You are smashed. So smashed you can't open your eyes. Stay that way, it's a good look on you and who wants to see the world anyway.
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