CrystalGeezer
My secret's my enzyme.
No I wouldn't. Every time you go Overboard Weird to the point of annoying me into being a prick to you, I'll read it back later and say to myself, "Jesus, she may be a kook, but she's one of the good ones; don't be such a douchebag to her."
So, these days I'm trying to post and let post...where you're concerned, anyway.
Well when you put it that way...
Look, someone such as Morrissey who writes songs about pigstys and getting warm and cold and calling to someone to help and black clouds and not being able to get in touch with a love and Ouigi Boards which was on the setlist everynight is NOT singing a happy song about old farts in a museum. He just isn't. He's singing about the "great work" which is craft which is "art." It's meditation. I suspect, I could be wrong. I suspect he;s attempting to deconstruct the very force and great workers who in a way enslave him as he is cosmically tied to the workings of greatness. So my theory is that in code (perhaps God's code, not necessarily Morrissey's, though he;s pretty f***ing smart, but I think he lets his brain go and write on a general theme or frustration and we figure out the details later) the table that fat aunt MABLE can't find a seat at is the Emerald TABLEt, it;s like a workplace where you center your great concentration. Mable is an anagram for BLAME. When you work at this table you are called upon (when you do it right) to bring to it constructive thoughts and love, not blame. Or it's possible Mable is code for Maple or May Pole. The nature of the table is feminine, the may pole is masculine, but he's saying there's no room for the FAT may pole at the table of the restaurant of which he sings, I dunno. There's many ways to look at it. As far as the 15 pills thing, I think "pills" is code for "spill." In most decks the 15th card is the devil, and the 14th card is Temperence, she transports spiritual water from one vessel to another is is careful not to "spill" the contents, doing so leaves gaps in acquiring gnosis and important thoughts communicated get dropped like "I just need to see you, you comfort me though i feel guilty about it, please know I don't like this but I need to see you." If the "I feel terrible" part got dropped, she might not let him see her, it's the sign of a successful pour. The interesting twist that turns 14 into 15 is that in an enlightened dealer's deck, the Fool is counted as a zero card so technically the 1st card, making the 14th the 15th , the 15th the 16th and so on an so forth. I feel like I'm rambling, but the jist is that if you know that twist you know to turn to the insight of the Temperance card, not the Devil card. Bleh...nobody cares about this shit. I could work this up into an essay but I'd rather watch Fashion Police.