I Take it you’re very close to Morrissey?
Your claim to know so much, would suggest so.
The reality is. You know the same as the rest on here. Scraps.
My own father once described my gig going as “unhealthy” - maybe it was/is, who knows. But what I read form you, seems to me like you’re brainwashed and devoid of any realism.
Don't be daft - it's just reading his press cuttings & his autobiography & seeing the things that reoccur.
It's the same research you'd do for anything.
What stays private doesn't matter to his public image.