ZOOM FROM GLOOM
Yeah, it's exactly the opposite of urging him to come out.
"There's always time to change, son"
(Dad,)I've ‘changed’, but I'm in pain
heart breaking lyric, makes me think of a Ian Curtis lyric ...
‘Mother, I tried please believe me
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm ashamed of the things I've been put through
I'm ashamed of the person I am’