Moz doesn't know you, doesn't know your name, and if you were to die tomorrow, wouldn't bat an eye. So why obsess over someone who doesn't care if you live or you die. I know what you are saying and I know when i was in my teens I felt that way about Moz but now that i'm 30, i realize that what we know of Moz is what Moz wants us to know. We are manipulated to feel this way and to see him in a certain way, in a near subhuman way, he has actively and successfully projected an image of himself through the use of media and photgraphy and it is what he is known and loved for, but what is him and what is image. The way you feel is normal but quite unhealthy. You and all of us have been manipulated, some of that manipulation penetrates others more deeply. Moz was the same way once and as he matured and become more social and involved with real people rather than pictures and voices, his mental health improved.. its a good thing to want to see people and to see life.
> I've been a fan for almost 20 years and sometimes I feel I can't move on
> with my life because of him, I mean, there's no point in buying anthing if
> it's not by The Smiths or Morrissey cuz any of their records make the rest
> of my colection completely obsolete. Also, I remember reading that awful
> book by Mark Simpson and the only thing that I indentified myself with was
> the fact that Mark Simpson had the same thing about Morrissey, this
> feeling of loving him so much that you wanna runaway from him. I would
> like to know from the rest of you guys, cuz I don't have many friends who
> are into The Smiths/Morrissey, do you go through the same thing?