I always felt he had this incredible empathy infected with selfishness. It was something I related to early on. From suffer little children, to How Soon is Now, to November spawned a monster, etc. An incredible empathy towards animals: From Meat is Murder to Ouija Board, he was really pushing this pro animal/anti-human stance. I'm sure many of us early fans, that really got into the lyrics as much as Marr's brilliance, identified with this. It allowed you to justify songs like Bengali as not being anit-immigrant and more, proud English. The nationalistic themes on Your Arsenal were light and coming from the third person. We did not see it as a growing problem. His complete lack of empathy on the Norway attacks was just him pushing the animal rights agenda, inappropriate but it was good to have a champion out there reminding people about animal cruelty.
This empathy translated well with an unexpected new fan base from Latin America.
But his actions and comments from the last two years really baffle me. Was the Morrissey I grew up with the real Morrissey or the one I hear now? Was he always this way and just pretending to show empathy when really he wanted the attention and sympathy? There are people who face "death or leave the country", that come to the US or Europe as refugees and Mr. Empathy supports positions and politicians that would condemn them to death. Did he learn nothing from his Latin fanbase living in LA for so many years? Can he be that dense and out of touch?... or did I read my own feelings into his lyrics? He does not show his empathy equally. From Norway to Manchester, from Bengali to Mexico. It is quite selective.
As it stands, I will be accused of never being a true fan despite following him for over 30 years, countless concerts, knowing every b-side, etc. Meeting him 20 or so years ago, I could barely look him in the eye. However, since 2016 I have slowly been coming around to seeing this growing incarnation of Morrissey that unfortunately grows apart from what I have valued most of my life. Moz refuses to clarify or apologize for anything and blames the interviewer, or editor, or listener, or media for anything ill-received. That position, coupled with his ever growing nationalistic persona, remind me too much of a politician I despise. It saddened me that one of my most cherished parts of my youth was now gone. But life moves on and I have too. I will still check in of course....but I dont know if it is because of nostalgia, or the sick need to look at a car crash.