On the other hand - I named I Like You is an example of a completely positive, cheerful song. But does it have the same strength of feeling as such moving love songs as Well I Wonder or There Is A Light That Never Goes Out? of course not. it's not even love yet (though it might become); it's just - "I like you".
Other than that - you'd be hard pressed to find a positive love song on YATQ and its singles. Let Me Kiss You - another plea for a possible relationship - expresses the same old self-loathing (Miserable Lie, Late Night Maudlin Street...) I',m not saying that that's how Morrissey really thinks of
himself - but that's what the song is about. Other songs either express an inability to love and be loved (I Have Forgiven Jesus - my favourite on the album), lack of belief in relationships (I'm Not Sorry) or in himself as a possible object of love (How Can Anyone Possibly Know How I Feel), or lament over past, lost loves (Come Back To Camden, The Never Played Symphonies, The Public Image)... or several of the mentioned feelings at the same time (Friday Mouning).
There is, however, an attitude in YATQ that I found very appealing - but it's basically a 'f*** you' attitude, if I was to describe it would be: "I'm back, I'm not sorry, and I don't give a damn".
The change that is felt in YATQ and ROTT and in his present day interviews does not seem to me about happiness in love - it is about acceptane of oneself, a certain relaxed attitude that was not there before, or that was present to a lesser extent, and that has gradually come with years.
But that's what happens to most people with years, I suppose. I am still far away from Morrissey's age, but I am not a teenager anymore either, and in my experience, as a teenager you tend to feel everything very strongly and dramatically, to think of everything in absolute terms, to get upset over everything. You tend to be very unsure about yourself and you spend too much time worrying over how you appear to other people. I became a lot more relaxed and self-assured in my early 20s than when I was a teenager, and I am a lot more relaxed and self-assured now than I was in my early 20s. But is my actual situation better/happier? No, quite the opposite.
And I don't believe that Morrissey is distancing himself from There Is A Light... I am glad that in this quote he acknowledged what I believed - that the 'light' really means - hope. A belief in love.
“Well, there was once more yearning than there is now. One can now put things into perspective and can turn away very easily, shrug your shoulders and say, ‘What’s the point?’ There’s other things in my life to be passionate about. But when you’re a teenager and in your early twenties it seems desperately eternal and excruciatingly painful. Whereas as you grow older you realise that most things are excruciatingly painful and that is the human condition. Most of us continue to survive because we’re convinced that somewhere along the line, with grit and determination and perseverance, we will end up in some magical union with somebody. It’s a fallacy, of course, but it’s a form of religion. You have to believe. There is a light that never goes out and it’s called hope.”
I will tell you openly that I don't like ROTT that much. I notice that the people who like ROTT are generally those who think of it as a very positive record, more so than his previous work. I don't, and I'll tell you why.
What does the 'happy' song At Last I Am Born say? (such a happy sounding title, it must be a happy song!)
"At last I am born
Historians note
I am finally born
I once used to chase affection withdrawn
But now I just sit back and yawn
Because I am born, born, born
Look at me now
From difficult child to spectral hand to Claude Brasseur-oh-blah blah blah
At last I am born
Vulgarians know
I am finally born
I once thought that time accentuates despair
But now I don’t actually care "
I never liked this song and didn't feel it was as happy and positive as people said it was, but I wasn't sure why. Then I realized it when I heard Morrissey cover A Song From Under the Floorboards.
"
I used to make phantoms I could later chase
images of all that could be desired
then I got tired of counting all of these so-called blessings
and then I just got tired"
They are very similar, aren't they?
What it really says is, I used to get upset over so many things, I used to obsess over people I couldn't have, I used to have great romantic dreams... but now I just don't give a damn. I'll take whatever I can get and I'll enjoy myself as much as I can.
Someone might think that this song expresses a more positive attitude than the one described in There Is A Light That Never Goes Out. For me, it's the sign of getting to the point in your life when you start settling for less.
For me, a really happy song is Depeche Mode's Enjoy The Silence: "All I ever wanted, all I ever needed is here in my arms". In Morrissey's lyrics on ROTT, I don't see the feeling of having everything you ever wanted. At best, it is just - I'm doing quite fine. The only song that seems to be about a happy relationship is In the Future When All Is Well. But even that one ihas lyrics such as
"Every day I play
a sad game called
in the future when all's well
Living longer than
I had intended
something must have gone right?"
basically - I've managed to get so far, it's not that bad!
what other song about a happy relationship is there? To Me You Are A Work Of Art has lines and "I would give you my heart - that's if I had one". I'll See You In Far-Off Places is certainly not it; You Have Killed Me doesn't exaclt sound like a song about a happy,
present relationship. It has some of that old, grand romantic/melodramatic feeling to it - but somehow it fails to move me, maybe because of the poppy melody (?). And no, whateve Dear God... is about (there have been some confusing explanations by Morrissey), it's definitely not a happy relationship song. It sounds more like... I'm walking the streets, and I really need someone, something...
Then there is I'll Never Be Anybody's Hero Now - where he states melodramatically "and my love is under the ground / my one true love is under the ground".
and finally - there is Life Is A Pigsty, the best song on the album for me (and definitely my favourite). This one definitely has that feeling of grand melodrama to it - and it is also anything but happy. (BTW, some people have said that it sounds like a Smiths song to them.) It has something in common with I'll Never Be Anybody's Hero Now: both songs are the opposite of the idea that the album is about a happy new relationship. While in the former he proclaims his only true love is dead, here he seems to be adressing a living person; but the lyrics imply that the person is NOT anyone new; he seems to be addressing someone who has been there for a long, long time, who is some kind of constant in his life - some unrealized love, something that has been lost:
"It's the same old SOS
but with brand new broken fortunes
and once again I turn to you
once again I do, I turn to you
It's the same old SOS
but with brand new broken fortunes
I am the same underneath
but this you
...you surely knew?"
"And I've been shifting gears all along my life
but I'm still the same underneath
this you surely knew?
I can't reach you
I can't reach you
I can't reach you anymore..."
so when he says at the end:
"even now, in the final hour of my life
I'm falling in love again
again
even now, in the final hour of my life
I'm falling in love again
again
again
again
I'm falling in love again
again
again
again..."
it sounds like it is just his 'same old SOS': life is a pigsty and he doesn't get what he really wants, but he is still trying, hoping, falling in love constantly with different other people, as he's been doing all his life... again, again, again... even if it probably ends up lasting for a short time and doesn't bring happiness.
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Of course, this is just how I see those songs; you may completely disagree.