Since these links I collected are needed quite often I`ll post them here for easy reference
Sometimes a talkboard seems to be all there is.
'Talk' about suicide/ 'announcing it'
should put up all red flags and be considered courteously and seriously.
depression forces you to wear a set of very grey glasses/thick mittens so that you cannot fathom colours or textures clearly. (That's how it feels for me)
Please be aware that you might err on the bleak outlook you have at the moment.
Please give yourself a pause , a rest from thinking about suicide and
at least procrastinate doing it/ deciding upon it.
Suicide may not be the quick answer you are hoping for. Indeed, an attempt may fail and result in greater suffering, such as severe disablement or brain damage.
Please express your feelings/thoughts nonviolently
and please grant yourself what you would surely grant a friend: a chance.
So please do contact people and or sites listed here.