Aww I'm so sorry to hear about your sister's passing and you have been having a hard time it was great to hear from you at last though! I know as well as anyone (MOZ!) that life can be a 'pigsty' as he sings, but hang in there! I hope you have a good strong network of family and friends to support you through this most difficult time. I have but one older brother and I feel like I have lost him too, but not in the same context as you, of course. It's a very sad situation , I won't get into it now. But thank you for your message and I hope things get better for you. never forget Moz's own msg of 'in the future when all's well' x Karrie