Blog Entries from sad veiled bride

  1. annus horribilis (?)

    January: left my husband - found a house to move to with my kids –started the hardest job I have ever done in my professional career- all at once February: moved house, back to the start, bruised. March: loneliness, more than ever in my life April: loneliness, except for maybe one night (illusion) May: what have I done to you to deserve this? June: nothing- wish I knew the way: there is no way, for me July: come on, try to go out, try to live, try to see people – still absurd...
  2. Scars

    With the key inside your mouth Lie on my floor Kiss the hidden scar And force the door Now the scars are more and more All over mind, body and soul And no man could kiss them all No one will ever kiss them all
  3. I can't help quoting you

    "Some things never change, and men being cruel seems like one of them." From my private day -I hope- I'll delete it just as you deleted me and my dignity/self-esteem/trust etc...Until that day comes I just can't help quoting you. Because those words sound true. They are true. Is that the only true thing you ever said to me, hidden in a sea of lies? Maybe...I'll never know, or maybe I do know, or maybe you could just talk to me. I'm waiting.