Blog Entries from marisela

  1. Yes, just me

    I fell to sleep so early. 6. I woke up at 10..I feel sad, strangely upset , bitter because of trying to understand people like Dolores O Riordan... Excetera... "Maybe it is all just heartburn!" Dead.. Yes, She is dead at 46 yrs of age!!! Crazy! how lives we set in front of our eyes ears hearts can affect us. Even from afar. "Be careful Monkey!" I have felt her grief her concerns, her pain. I guess, I know! I just see it all so, Clear. Yes, life , Eeven my life, is A God given gift....
  2. I got fired for the first tme ever!

    Here it goes! I have a lot to say and I just want to yell!! :( I normally am not like this But life has hit me hard once again and make me feel as if I have no place here in this huge magnificent gem.. So I do not give up.. I guess this is what I have learned about me.I am not a quiter. Soooo hard and I am so tired.. done. there is a saying I said today.. Estoy salada. I am salty. So I have moved with my wind. bringing me to Redmond Oregon. I was working with a company that was just not...
  3. I completly understand

    If you really love me, Don't try and change me When you look in the mirror, It's not me you see I don't want what's yours as mine No, I'll never cross that line I want you just the way you are, Cause, boy, you're everything I'm not And that's all I ever wanted If we ever come close, If we ever discover How to hold on and keep our faith in each other The difference between us will keep us together If we open our eyes, don't look any further Cause we found all we'll ever need...
  4. Ok so I just read my last Journal entry

    I am still here... and what I want to say is... That I shall never be done! That I have him in my heart and mind in my skin on my lips and I still can feel his presence is with me! All the time. That I miss him with all my heart! And he took my heart! I give it to him and I never got it back. Yet, the truth is it never really even took off! This my faith! Wow Blame it on the day Job.. Now I need to write my obituary! I feel I lost my soul mate. Yet ,I am still here and he is in...
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