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  1. 80 pages in, 800 more to go

    this guy, long books that are so hard to put down, thankfully, he's broken it up into 3 sections, gonna take advantage of that for once so I don't burn through them as I have so many of his others :cool:
  2. oh yeah, almost forgot

    what I actually came here today for, not to waste time with racist incels who now, basically, drive content here anyways, its been a long road, but goal weight #1, 200, is within sight, everything else after that I'll consider a bonus, though I've no reason to think I'll stop losing weight once I reach it, unless I start eating at night again or loading up on sugar, these things and standing even when I could sit are the constants in this current drive to lose weight...
  3. Bernie

    I feel obligated to vote for him, especially after the despicable behavior of tbe DNC & HRC :mad: however, id really prefer a Prez under 50 who's not some corrupt neoliberal hack like most of the rest of the Dems current field is, is that too much to ask? worse yet, if its not him, then its gonna be the Dems putting up some turd like Biden, Harris, Booker, Warren even who trump will all kill in a re-election bid so yeah, there is a way through, he gets the nomination, chooses somebody like...
  4. weight battle

    ok, its not much of a loss, but better than going up :cool:
  5. Things I've learned this bitter endless winter & FU Camus

    1. Scarves are your friend 2. When falling on ice, dont fall on your face, elbow, knees, back even, whatever it takes, especially when wearing your glasses, strike that, just don’t wear your glasses outside if at all possible, sure, they help with the whiteout, but man they hurt when they drive back up into your face 3. Know where your cap is at all times, especially when Ray is around(he loves to take it), the cold is a bald man’s mortal enemy 4. Clean clothes are nice, but 3 layers are...
  6. Todays kudos and non-kudos

    Kudos to the guy at Pasco Rentals guy that cleaned the sidewalk out on Court Street of tons of snow and was doing more of the street til the cops stopped him Non kudos to the pigs and the city for stopping people from doing what they clearly dont care to do & filling the void made by them, this is where were at people Kudos to the guy with NBA player size feet who trod the path in front of me along the highway, without his holes to high step into in the snow I doubt I could have made it...
  7. Go Rams!

    Remembering the only Super Bowl I ever went to, my dad had just weeks before made his escape from Iran and he spent a buttload of money on tickets even though he really had no place to live, crashing at some other oil engineers place while he waited for a settlement from Fluor for losing all his shit and his Iranian money now being worthless, those oil boys did come through though, got their people out(unlike the US gov) and compensated them for their troubles, Fluor, a corporation I don’t...
  8. oh yeah

    when not lot going right in life, important to note what is, still sober and still losing weight :guitar:
  9. I`m So Sick And Tired

    I've been having sleepless nights. Nights are the worst for me. My mind races and goes through every worse case scenario. I hate when it starts to get dark now. It used to be quite the opposite. I used to wait for the night to come. I used to get a lot of things done. I also used to wait for everyone in the house to fall asleep so I would be able to self injure without getting caught. Now that I don`t do that anymore I have nothing to look forward to at night. Since I don`t self injure...
  10. total fail

    So I go on my walk, and stop by Circle K just for some coffee and my old co worker is working and I notice that “Lips like Sugar” is playing through the speakers, I say to him: “Is this you?" He smiles, and tells me yeah, they let him hook up his iPhone to the store sound finally, realizing it actually lets people get more work done and the time pass better, but I’m just happy to see he’s expanded his horizons musically, use to just be whiney, emo stuff when I first started working with...
  11. opening up a 2nd front, the war on nicotine is back on!

    into day 3 now of no nicotine just went cold turkey Saturday night, this is attempt #1 of the year, these next 4 days are the worst, the desire to kill grows strong :-O
  12. Overestimator

    I am an overestimator of people. Time and time again I give them far too much credit and place way too much confidence in their integrity, honesty, intelligence and talent. I suppose because I see the glass half-full that I am susceptible to this chronic overestimation. Not only do I give people the benefit of the doubt, I actually esteem them higher than they deserve. It’s like I'm on a Kool-Aid diet when I first meet people; but then I get to know them for who they truly are and my sugary...
  13. the battle continues

    Two weeks now since the last life altering cataclysm befell me and while my rule is to only weigh myself no more than once a month or so, the scale here in the in the bathroom beckons to me every time I go in there, cuz yeah, I wanna know, I’m sure the thing I miss most about those 2 months, my daily walks along the river and fields, lacking now from my life is also putting the pounds back on, but how much? Well, here goes, the update: Weight - Date: 219 lbs - 1/17/19 2 more lbs than I...
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