Grandma`s memorial service was last week.Lots of people came by to say goodbye.I felt so bad for my grandfather.He just looked so sad.He told my sister he can still feel her beside him.The family have just been keeping him company.My sister saw the bandage on my arm at the service.She just told me to promise I wouldn`t do that anymore.

I had surgery on monday.I am at home recovering right now.It was only outpatient surgery.I am still in a bit of pain.They told me it would take a little bit of time to recover.I am grateful now that it least it is mostly all over now meaning the doctor`s appointments and all the tests.I just can`t wait to be rid of this pain.I do thank God though at least I got through it okay.My mom has been taking care of me.I owe her big time and love her very much.I am lucky to have her.

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    Things Have Been Bad
            ~Morrissey~