Saw my psych on wednesday.We had a pretty good session.Mom saw the bandage on my arm and she got angry with me.But later on we started talking like nothing happened.We always talk in the car we have some of our best talks in there.I don`t know what I`d do without her.She keeps asking me if I`m still throwing up because I`ve lost some weight.I told her I haven`t done that in a long time.

My grandma is not doing too well.She had surgery last week.Before she had been saying that she feels like she doesn`t have a lot of time left and she feels like it`s her time.She is in a lot of pain right now and I just feel so bad for her.My dad feels really bad about it too because of course it`s his mother.My Mom has lost both of her parents some time ago.My grandpa died os stomach cancer and my grandma died of a heart attack.

Me and my psych had a good talk.I did tell him about my grandma.I told him I have been working on the volunteering at the shelter.We haven`t been able to get in contact with them so we were just going to drive over there and see if they need volunteer`s.He also wants me to work on the driving thing.He just wants me to sit behind the wheel for five minutes and try to move on from there.I told him I would try.

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                ...one flew east,one flew west,
                One flew over the cuckoo`s nest.